The small portion of life I have spent on earth means a lot to me. It defines my ability to survive different situations in happiness even when I have no reason to smile. However, this is not a kind of life I wanted; I used to think of my future from an elevation that I can only refer to as an illusion. In that state, I could see things and even had dreams to fulfill that thing that kept changing from easy to difficulty to worst choice of dream-chase. Finally, I learned to sail free and be who I am without any hindrance and backlashes.
Yep! I have to admit that I do enjoy my freedom of choice and likes. However, I have a habit that I can’t beat. And that is, inability to plan well and execute my will into tangible outcome.
This little ugly habit is something that I am not proud of. It makes me feel like I am something without value in life. In fact I always have a funny feeling that life isn’t as easy as it seems to be.
Okay, why did I choose to spill my rot in the public?
Today this morning, I overheard two guys chatting about family life and how they wish their children to emulate them in the near future. According to them, children, especially sons should emulate what their fathers does. This should include behavioral abilities and other parental habits. Oops! No one is perfect on this world and everyone has a choice in what that feels right—- not to just follow someone’s habits blindly without thinking over it.
If I have my on children, I would train them to be who they want to be. And if anyone tries to emulate my behaviors and that ‘don’t care personality’, then I would guide him or her how to be on their own, stand their ground for change—-just to avoid having another me in future.
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