shane#1



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I can relate on this quote so much. Yes, I think this just made for me. I mean, this quote is made for someone like me. For someone, who is afraid to say what he/she really feels. For someone, who is scared. Scared of expressing his/her feelings. Why? It is because it is not yet the ‘right time’ to express it. When you read this, you might say that what I am writing right now is useless for you. Or even, you might think that I am just doing this for ‘business purpose’. No. It is certainly not for that reason. All I want right now is to make you feel me. To only ‘feel’ what is really deep inside me.

 

I think of you.

I miss you.

I need you.

I love you.

       I am thinking of you. Even if this love is unrequited. But still, I am always thinking of you. Thinking of you only. Thinking about you and the things that we love to do. I miss you. I miss you to the point of distraction. I don’t care. I just want to remember the way we laugh, the way we cry and the way we care for each other before. I need you. I need you but I do not want to be selfish. I do not want to take your everything away. I do not want you to hate me. I need you even if you don’t care about me anymore. I love you. This is true. I hope I didn’t fall this hard for you. How I hope so much to let you go. But my heart wouldn’t let me do so. This is unfair. I want to be happy as well. I want to continue living without you. And that is ”impossible” for me to do right now. If only you can feel me. If only…

 



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