It’s not you it’s me! Probably the line that I have to say to him. I don’t know what exactly I am feeling right now. I feel like I am all alone in this fight. And I feel like I don’t need anybody else to be with me. This is my war. And I am battling with too many people around me.
I feel underestimated at work. I feel neglected and unloved by my parents. He makes me feel useless and stupid. I feel like I need a little more time and space to breathe. It suffocates me knowing that all the burdens are on my shoulders.
When I thought that he should be at my side no matter what. He always makes me feel stupid. My words aren’t important to him. What he just wants is to be heard but he never knows how to listen. How I wish I could turn back time.