I often find myself climbing high places, whether hiking hilly local neighborhoods or thinking about what’s next for my graphic novel. I am always alone and distant, just observing my surroundings, mostly for research work, brainstorming, and for insights and inspiration, especially when I am stuck. But I try to take breaks to enjoy my surroundings at events and activities so to connect and participate with others. Hiking in nature, yoga at the gym, walking, photography and comedy meetups, and I might even go to a move once in a while.
Although my style is laidback, casual and simple, I do have some luxurious items from family, in which I keep as decor as well as keepsakes. But my place still looks like a coastal cottage/bohemian style flat.
I’m always busy, working on my graphic novel, checking meetups, and organizing my life to get things done. I need to pay closer attention to my dreams, when I remember them, as well as meditate for insights and pay attention to signs.
Places to go:
1. Somewhere elegant with marble, gold, and red cushioned chairs.
2. Somewhere coastal with trees to climb, but elegant environment as well as water and greenery in the background.
On Wednesday, I started working on retouching my graphic novel, and I did 7 pages. Then, I took a break and went to a Photo Meetup.
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I am often cautious but curious as I make my way in different situations because I often over-analyze situations so that I can make good decisions, or at least, what is best for me at the current moment. Once in a while, I will light white tea-light candle for meditation purposes, which brings in some insights. Such insights literally light my way brightly in the murky darkness because I know God is spiritually guiding me in the right path.
Occasionally, I like to get dressed up and go out to celebrate life or a particular situation. This week, I finished drawing my graphic novel. But I realize now that I need to do a lot of retouching on 200 pages, and the pages that I can’t fix, I will need to redraw it. What a headache! There is always something new that crops up.
When I feel stagnant and unable to move forward because I am not sure what to do next on a particular situation, I take a step back and take a short break from the situation. I am likely to slow down, but it is better to be careful than rushing into something.
I need to fix many issues and get things done. But some might take a while because others, who are busy, are involved.
A ” bold lion sitting among sheep” is all about someone bold feeling they need to conform, which isn’t a good idea. It is all about forcing or condition this bold person to be a sheep. And, it is no wonder I feel sorry of the cute animal sheep and their cute lambs being slaughtered and eaten. I want to be that bold lion who steps up and saves and protects them from further slaughter. But dealing with trolls is often frustrating and a headache because it is like talking or associating with retarded people who talk in circles to avoid the truth.
My only mentor in life is God because he is my guidance in my life. He has help me grow in life by encouraging me to do stuff on my own in order to get things done. He has help me feel independent and free to be me.
Tuesday, March 13th was a wet day. It rained all morning, but I was indoors all day, working on the internet. I 5 pm, I decided I needed a break, and I realized I have a hiking meetup at 6:30 pm. I looked outside to check the weather, and it looked cloudy and wet, but the rain had stopped. I checked the meetup site to notice that it wasn’t cancelled. So, I got ready for the hiking meetup, and I took an umbrella, just in case it started to rain. Only 7 people showed up. The other 8 people chickened out. But it was a nice and relaxing walk. It wasn’t even cold. I actually started to feel hot. It didn’t rain. And, I enjoyed the walk this evening. I returned home at 8:30 pm, changed my clothes, ate a snack, and relaxed.
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Shower of Abundance card has to do with finances will start to heal. You have made good investments. It could be a foundation for better things ahead, garage sale, and bringing new things into your life. A little will go a long way. Make little changes in your life or finances will take you a long way. You will find something that you thought you lost. Take a shower to cleanse yourself of old energy.
ACE OF PENTACLES CARD is the perfect opportunity for you. beautiful, big, and valuable in your life. You will notice it, and you should go for it because it is meant for you. new responsibilities coming through.
The 2 of Summer card has to do with falling in love, relationship, healing via love, lovebirds, right person will help you through things. Marriage? Choices? Two people come together because they want to be together. you feel something is different because you see changes in your life. Train? Bus?
The Dreamer card is the Fool card. A puppy? A transition? You can do anything you want because everything is available to you and right things come to you as you need something. take you bag, and go on your adventure. try something new and different. If something pops up more than three times, go for it because it will lead you to something or someone. you might get a new dog…or Gizmo…
Herring card, which is the 16th card. You have lots of energy in your hands. Lemon, sun, and light energy. Wait for the perfect timing.
Queen of Vessels is about Salmon, which depicts a salmon making a high leap forward. There is a large waterfall in the background, as well as a lake and branches with green leaves. It seems like a good day.
The 7 of Vessels is about Mourning, and it is in reverse. It is about life and being positive. You can makes things happen and make your dreams come true.
The Guardian, 15th card, is in reverse, which indicates you shouldn’t give up. Continue with what you are doing.
The number 23 reduces to 5, and the number 5 means freedom.
Moreover, March will be a month where you will likely achieve a lot. You will have a lot of energy.
The 3 of Swords card is in reverse, in which indicates that you are freed from difficulties.
The 5 of Pentacles card indicates that you will get support to get things done.
The 10 of Cups card indicates dreams coming true, happy family, and joy.
The number 18 reduces to 9, and the number 9 means spirituality and completion.
Ace of Cups card indicates God fills your life with love. Lotus flower and dove are in the scene.
The 4 of Cups card indicates you will be given more by God. You are busy, very active, and connecting with others. It is important to be present, alert and awake.
Knight of Cups card has to do with having confidence to take risk on emotional or romantic life.
The number 6 means temporary opportunity. I went to showcase gallery to check out an art reception.
The Wheel, 10th card, has to do with transitioning into happier times. There will be changes. You can make changes in the world to improve current situations.
King of Cups card has to do with positive feelings and loving because you are connecting with others.
Prince of Pentacles card is in reverse, which indicates a natural transition, flowing with rhythm of life.
The 3 means new beginnings and communications.
90th Academy Awards, Oscars 2018
- Actor in Supporting Role: Sam Rockwell in 3 Billboards Outside Ebbing Missouri.
- Makeup and Hairstyle: Darkest Hour.
- Costume Design: Phantom Thread, where Mark Bridges went on stage to accept his award.
- Documentary Feature: Icarus
- Sound Editing: Dunkirk, where Richard King and Alex Gibson went up for their Oscars).
- Sound Mixing: Dunkirk
- Production Design: The Shape of Water
- Foreign Language Film: A Fantastic Woman (Chile).
- Actress in Supporting Role: Allison Janney in I Tonya.
- Animated Short Film: Dear Basketball
- Animated Feature Film: Coco
- Visual Effects: Blade Runner 2049
- Film Editing: Dunkirk
- Documentary Short Subject: Heaven is a Traffic Jam on the 405
- Live Action Short Film: The Silent Child
- Adapted Screenplay Writing: Call Me by Your Name by James Ivory.
- Original Screenplay: Get Out by Jordan Peele.
- Achievement in Cinematography: Blade Runner 2049
- Original Score: The Shape of Water by Alexander Desplat
- Original Song: from Coco.
- Best Directing: The Shape of Water by Guiellermo Del Toro.
- Actor in Leading Role: Gary Oldman in Darkest Hour about Winston Churchill.
- Actress in Leading Role: Francis McDormand in 3 Billboards Outside Ebbing Missouri.
- Best Picture: The Shape of Water.
Princess of Cups card indicates being positive and happy.
The 5 of Cups card has to do with perspective. You have very happy, feeling you have everything you need. The light of truth is shining brightly.
The 5 of Wands card has to do with spiky conflicts between people. Focus on the details instead of dreaming about fantasy.
The number 11 means service. I think I mostly worked on blogging to entertain others with my posts.
The 8 of Cups card has to do with pursuing his passions. He is breaking free to move forward. There is some uncertainty and free, but you are interested in an adventure.
The 6 of Swords card indicates you carry with you who you are and what you are. Don’t expect major changes. There is a small hope ahead of change.
The 10 of Cups card have love, romance, domestic home life, and family, filled with happiness.
The 6 means temporary opportunity—a doorway toward a happier future. I went on the Woodbridge Walking Meetup.
The 7 of Cups card has to do with Illusions. You are a lot going on in your life. Choose one thing because you aren’t missing out.
The 10 of Wands card has to do with Resolve. This card has to do with being overwhelmed with too many things. It has to do with freedom, in which you are free to do whatever. Do something fun today.
The 7 of Swords card has to do with Strife. It might have to do with being attacked by others.
The 6 means temporary opportunity to pursue your dreams.
I worked on my graphic novel all morning. I decided to take a break around 3 pm, in which I got ready for Improv Night. It’s cold and cloudy this evening. So, I decided to wear my late mother’s vintage coat from 60s, which has that 60s vogue style because my mother used to be thin when she was young as well as she liked fashion. Early today, Gumby had reminded me that I had some dark, movie adaption graphic novels in my nightstand that I had forgotten about. So, I took one to read at the mall, while waiting for the show to start. I read Dracula episode, which was based on the Coppola movie, starring Gary Oldman, Winona Ryder, and Sadie Frost. It is dramatic for a comic-book style graphic novel. The other ones that I have are from Stephen King novels and movies, The Stand and Dark Tower. But I don’t have the complete series. So, I must have gotten them on sale, probably the Borders closing sale, in which everything was $1. While reading the graphic novel chapter at the outside seating area of the mall, across from the IMAX theater, I heard a man in a suit approach a UCI student and her mother, and he asked them to listen to his speech for the Shark Tank. He plans to go on the show to pitch his Massage Robot for funding. I just listened to his sales pitch, in which he sounded like a marketing professional. Then, I sat at the bar, adjacent to the Improv, and finished reading the Dracula graphic novel chapter. They turned on the firepit because it was cold outside. I am glad I decided to wear a coat because I wasn’t sure if it was going to be cold or warm. Yesterday was very warm, but today is cold. At 7 pm, I entered the Improv and order my usual snack of sweet potato fries and coffee. It was funny this evening, and I think one of the comedians was a magician because he did some magic tricks with his parrot sidekick. I laughed a lot tonight. I noticed that the waiters are not returning my change back. When I asked for my changed, they pretended they didn’t know and returned half of the change, probably because the other half might be the tip they gave themselves from my change. So, I got back $1, and I am like whatever. I walked through the now quiet and peaceful mall, walking by the bright neon lights of the IMAX, through mall alleyways of closed stores and vendors, and towards the parking lot. I noticed that they are big carousel from the usual entryway, which is a stupid idea. It was in the perfect place, located at the center courtyard, across from the parking lots. They plan to move it near Target, in which I think it is a very small area, which looks like a mall cul de sac. I have notices that are making all kinds of weird changes, and they are always remodeling with different construction going on. I drove back home, and when I arrived, I noticed the time was 10:10 pm.
The 7 of Cups card is about Illusions. You can do many things. Don’t panic because you won’t lose anything.
The Magician, 1st card, is about Impulse of Life. You have everything you need to create. You can make your dreams come true.
The Justice card, 11th, is about Balance. What you put in, you will get out, and you will be very lucky.
The number 1 means create, take action, and new beginnings. I noticed that I have 2 more pages to draw to finish my graphic novel, but I need to retouch all the pages, and I might even need to redraw some pages because the ink looks messy. At 11am, I went on Linkedin to check out a Marketing Solutions Webinar. Today is also International Women Day.
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Compassion card is about a soft energy card indicates being sweet and a sweetheart. You will feel better about a situation. Transitions and changes can be hard and uncomfortable until you get used to the new situation. Think of transition from caterpillar to a butterfly. It will feel natural. You will go through a detour to your right path. God is protecting you.
I AM A SPIRIT HAVING EXPERIENCES TO BE CLOSER TO LOVE. Third eye and support group. It is all about Divine timing, big picture, prayer, and meditation. Airport, traffic, and being late are some hints because it will lead you to someone, and it will lead you to a better way and path.
Strength card involves infinity symbol, daisies, lion, lamb, essential oil and scents. Smell triggers memories, which affects your mood. Go to Sephora store. Leo’s fire energy, auditorium with lots of kids and big audience and a compassionate and gentle energy to get things done. You have lots of personal power and courage. You will be OK and you will be safe. Trust others to handle a situation.
The Empress card has to do with creating something big. Be present. Angora? Dragonfly? Rabbit? You have the ability to do whatever. You will have abundance and growth later. Hop into action to bring forth prosperity and success in your life. Finishing a project and doing the final touches. The mistakes can make your work even cooler. “All the fear has left me now, and I am not frightened anymore.”
Successful Completion card has to do with preparation, wedding, planned, and spontaneous. Dancing, music, gazebo, owl, and enjoying the dance are clues. Let go and enjoy the present. Say yes to something, whether date, marriage, job, etc. making your bed with someone else might have to do with getting help from someone and having fun together. wedding and reception environment, filled with fairy lights. Love, romance, and happiness ahead. have a good time and don’t let this opportunity pass you by. Live life and you will live the good life. You feel whole and complete. You will get an invitation of some kinds, meetups, email, or mailbox.
The 36 card indicates there is a way, but you have to change your perception because you aren’t seeing the right opportunities. Communication? It has to do with obstacles, and it will confuse you, but it is a sign to find a different and better way.
The 43 card has to do with obsession, delusion, and self-interest. A change will come through.
The cards tell a mystery story.
The Strength card, 11th card, indicates determination and action to do something, in which you are motivated. (I mostly watched the Winter Olympics for blogging purposes. During my break, I drew a page for my graphic novel).
The Chariot, 7th card, indicates victory and success. You have wisdom, understanding, and certainty. You shine the light and truth on the situation. You are able to navigate through the darkness without fears and doubts. You will be guided by feelings, intellect, angels, and God. You will be able to progress and move forward.
The 2 of Cups card has to do with connection, positive, and contentment. You are making the effort. You are like the lone wolf, facing your fears, doing what you want, and overcoming your fears. You will connect with someone on the way, in which might be your soulmate for the right relationship. Love and romance?
The number 20 reduces to 2, and the number 2 means relationships and cooperation.
I woke up at 8 am, took a shower, fed Gumby, and ate my breakfast, before I made my first cup of coffee. I turned on the computer to check on things. While on the internet, I noticed the time is 10:10 am.
The Elves cards
The 3 of Pentacles card has to do with being an expert to work on something, or it could be working on something with others. There is a working situation in your life that has some kind of conflict, and the others might like it, which will lead to a change or ending to a situation.
Queen of Wands card indicates you have to be true to your own creative vision, but you are losing others who don’t like your work, and you might feel sad of ending a community because you prefer to go on your own. You will inspire others to make things happen your own way.
The Tower card, 12th card, indicates that something is meant to break and come undone and you will need to start over find a new way to make things happen.
The number 16 reduces to 7, and the number 7 means mind and creativity.
The 2 of Cups card has to do with love, creativity, nurturing, and caring. It could also mean romance and love, but it might be temporary.
The 3 of Swords card has to do with heartbreak, loss and betrayal.
The 7 of Wands card has to do with passions, life purpose, and personal growth. You are moving forward with your life to get things done.
The number 12 reduces to 3, and the number 3 means new beginnings and communications.
Today, I mostly watched the Olympics, recorded a couple of hours at night because I went to a Photo Meetup, worked on my graphic novel, and returned home at 9:30 pm to watch the recorded Olympics hours.
is a symbolic day, 2.22
Knight of Pentacles card has to do with not taking action, and you might feel you are wasting your life.
The Tower card, 16th card, is in reverse, which has to do with God helping you build something wonderful that will be a long-term presence in your life. You might have others helping you.
The Emperor card, 4th card, is in reverse, which has to do with structure, foundation, and new projects. You still need to finish working on your projects. Just do it, and make changes in your life!
The number 21 reduces to 3, which has to do with new beginnings, fresh start, and communications.
The 4 of Swords card is in reverse, which has to do with just doing it and taking action. Everything will be moving very quickly. Meditate before you start your day in order to better organize your day.
The Temperance card, 14th card, has to do with balancing things out with innocently and experienced. Just move forward via balance.
Herald of Wands card has to with a messenger. You will be passionate and reactive. You will realize a hidden talent. Angels are helping you.
The number 19 reduces to 1, and the number 1 means taking charge and leadership. Help others deal with situations.
The 10 of Athames card indicates negativity might come up. Meditate in the morning with God for answers.
Knight of Wands card indicates moving forward to what’s ahead in your future, where there are endless possibilities awaiting you, such as at a village or community event or meetup.
The Star card, 17th card, has to do with detoxing and letting go in order to work on what is available in your current life. And, shine bright like a star.
The number 28 reduces to 10, and number 10 reduces to 1. The number 1 means taking charge, being a leader, and creating a positive future of your dreams. Today, I mostly watched the Winter Olympics and worked on my graphic novel.
The 2 of Swords card depicts a woman sitting outside with her pet cat, and she appears to be meditating under full moon, where there are two birds. It looks peaceful, serene, and tranquil. But maybe there is a fear of loneliness. There is a feeling of mourning as she reminisces on past relationships, wondering if she should have done things differently. It has to do with negative thinking about relationships.
Justice card, 8th card, has to do manifesting and creating your current life.
Temperance card, 14th card, has to do with detoxing and letting go of negative thoughts.
The number 24 reduces to 6, and the number 6 means temporary opportunity. I watched the closing ceremony of the Winter Olympics 2018.
The 10 of Cups card has to do with a happy family life, filled with love, dreams coming true, and connecting.
King of Cups card has to do with being loving.
The 4 of Wands card has to do with a celebration, wedding, and happiness. There is a lot of joy and beauty, and you will notice a door opening in a new chapter in your life.
The number 15 reduces to 6, and the number 6 means window of opportunity opening. Connect with others on Monday because it will lead you to something big. I mailed 5 bills at the post office, took a stroll through the University Town Center, found a lucky dime, and then returned home to take a shower. I didn’t have anywhere to go, but I then realized I need to buy a watch battery as well as some canned food for Gumby. I can do that tomorrow on my errands run.
The 4 of Staffs is Homecoming card. It is a doorway card, and 11:11, and a beginning of the something new, a connection, and love. You feel something is missing in your life, and remember this missing thing.
The World card, 21st card, has to do with The Phoenix, and it is in reverse, which indicates you are still flying high trying to get things done and moving forward.
The Lovers card, 6th card, has to do with Creiddylad and Gwythyr. You will come together with someone who is your soulmate and true love. There will be a renewal and finding yourself. You will gain insights that you can build your life and succeed.
The number 31 reduces to 4, and the number 4 means stability and structure. While browsing on Facebook, I noticed a Hoag ad stating February is Heart Awareness Month. I just saw this on February 27th, at 10:20 pm, which is almost the last day of February. Well, it is not too late to be healthy and improve your heart by eating healthy and doing some fun exercises for at least an hour each day.
Osho Zen Cards
The 10th card is Suppression card. You might feel suppressed by others and their opinions. You feel tangled up and hopeless.
The 8th card is Traveling card.
Go somewhere fun for a break. Go on a mini vacation. Or, read a good book.
The 5th card is No-Thingness card. You give yourself a blank space, and you can start over again.
The number 23 reduces to 5, and the number 5 means freedom.
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The 4 of Pentacles card has to do with protecting what you have and own by hiding your items and locking them up for safety.
The 9 of Pentacles card indicates that you can enjoy your money and live your life.
Princess of Pentacles card indicates you can create some of beauty and value, and it make a lot of money in some way.
All three cards are drenched with greenery, nature, and animals as well as a nice blue sky. It mostly has to do with finances, belongings, work, body, health, daily routine, earth, and beauty.
The number 14 reduces to 5, and the number 5 means freedom. Today, I went to UCI to check out Lunar New Year Street Festival, Year of the Dog, I stayed there until 5 pm, and then I went to a photo meetup.
The 5 of Cups card has to do with perspective. You can make your choice. Enjoy what you currently have or worry about what you don’t have.
The Hierophant card, 5th card, indicates you feel that something is missing and you lack.
Death card, 13th card indicates that you realize you don’t need anyone to provide for you. God will provide everything you need.
All three cards have a lot of blue, with some green. You will connect with others.
These cards add up to 23, and the number 23 reduces to 5. The number 5 means freedom.
Today, I decided to watch the Olympics day until 4 pm, and then record the evening Olympics because I plan to go to a Photography Meetup at 7 pm. I plan to blog about my 2-week Winter Olympics experience later, probably after the Olympics are over because I don’t have time to blog about it right away. While watching the Olympics, I noticed that the time was 12:12 pm, and again at 4:44 pm, which looks like a double whammy, but I think these number sequences are positive signs, which really don’t have to do with any whammy. It is Day 4 of the Winter Olympics 2018 as well as Mardis Gras 2018. I didn’t go to UCI today because I wasn’t sure if they were going to do any celebration for Mardis Gras. I might drop by on Wednesday. While driving to the Canon office, I noticed my time was 5:55 pm. Today’s workshop is about printing like a professional by picking the right printing paper, and making sure the color looks good, especially on the paper you have chosen.
Valentine’s Day 2018
The 8 of Coins card has to do with working hard at something. True Love and Soulmate.
The Judgment card, 20th card, it has to do with believing to love and it is possible for you. manifest and take action to make things happen.
The 9 of Cups card has to do with dreams coming true because it will be magical and miracle.
The number 37 reduces to 10, which reduces to 1. The number 1 means new beginnings, independence, and take initiative.
After I ate my breakfast, I decided to go to UCI to check out the events. So, I decided to record the 2-hour noon to 2 pm Olympic coverage so that I don’t miss anything interesting. I walked to the UCI campus, which is across the street, and towards the Mesa Court dormitory. I have lived there for two years, when I was a student, and I noticed a lot of things have change. There are now more dormitories so that more students can find housing, which was a big problem in the 80s. I knew many freshmen who didn’t know where they will live because it was hard to get a dorm room, find an apartment, or find any available and affordable place. I also noticed that the dorm cafeteria is much bigger and it looks different. I suddenly felt old, as I looked back to my college years. I checked out the small sustainability fair, which is about recycling, reusing, and maybe renovating and remodeling. I picked up some tips about growing your own food, in which I am not good at, as well as making my own natural and homemade products. I made a small basil plant, and hopefully I can make it grow. I also made my own facial mask, which consists of mixing coffee grind with honey, and you can also add milk. Or, you can make it vegan by mixing coffee grind with coconut oil, in which I might try after I finish my sample. I picked up other information because I plan to try it out. Then, I walked by the Vendor Week, in which I haven’t been to it in a long time because I am mostly busy with my graphic novel as well as going to meetups. It was hot today, and the campus was also active, probably because it was a nice day, filled with different activities. But there was still a light breeze blowing, which made the heat bearable. Someone in the dorm area was flying a kite. I haven’t flown a kite in a long time, probably because it never works right or it always gets stuck in some tree.
Wheel of the Year cards
Solar Eclipse on Thursday
The 8 of Wands card is in reverse, which indicates you go out in the world more and you see things different because you are more free, unrestricted, and you are not really limited. You are more will to go out in the world and discover new things in order to move forward in your life.
The 3 of Pentacles card indicates you will discover that you have a talent that makes you feel fulfilled and at peace. It empowers you because it is beautiful.
The World card, 21st card, indicates that you are at the end of your journey. You feel complete. You connect with your true self, which will help you express something.
The number 32 reduces to 5, and the number 5 means freedom.
Wheel of the Year cards
The 5 of Wands card indicates that you are staying busy, which is keeping you from seeing an opportunity.
The 3 of Swords card is in reverse, which indicates finding true love and your soulmate. Make space today for love and romance.
The 6 of Wand card indicates that you will be successful. And, you will be celebrating soon after.
The number 14 reduces to 5, and the number 5 means freedom. I woke up at 8 am, took out the trash, fed Gumby, and I thought about today’s schedule. The only things that I have planned are watching the Winter Olympics and maybe going to walking meetup in Woodbridge. I don’t feel like going to UCI’s last day of Vendor Week because I don’t feel like buying anything. While making a cup of hot cocoa, I noticed that time was 10:10 am. I turned on my computer soon after, and while checking out stuff on the internet, I suddenly noticed the time at 11:11 am. Where is this all leading to? Not sure yet, but maybe I should just move with the flow. For one thing, there was another Special Report on regular mainstream media announcing Russians hacking the 2016 Elections, and 13 Russians were caught. This is the second Special Report interruption during the Winter Olympics coverage. The first one was about a Florida Shooter, in which there are now a lot of video connecting this incident to MK-Ultra, CIA Assassin Trainee, similar to the many shit before number 29. I am considering watching the noon to 2 pm Olympics coverage, and recording the evening one, and then continuing to watch the Olympics 9:30 pm until I sleep.
Osho Zen Cards
Adventure card indicates magical, new and fantastic. Spiritual and emotion adventure, which is filled with a sense of wonder.
Sharing card indicates sharing your adventure and ideas with others. Inspire others with your ideas.
Schizophrenia card has to do with bridging the gap between facts and imagination. You will enter a magical world filled with connecting with others.
The number 4 has to do with stability and structure in spiritual world. Maybe you will get an amazing dream that will provide you with insights.
Osho Zen Cards
Compromise card indicates that you might feel conflicted, not sure what to do, and you are likely to waste time thinking about nonsense.
Stress card indicates that you are likely to feel stress trying to do too much.
Playfulness card indicates it might be a good time to have fun doing something you enjoy doing.
These three cards add up to 5, and the number 5 means freedom, in which you are free do whatever make you happy and live your life the way you want to live.
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The Door to Romance 33 card indicates opening a door to romance. Allow it to unfold naturally in your life. Be yourself. Communication is coming through and right timing. Go to a restaurant, place an order, and going into the kitchen to see if it is ready. Wait until it comes to you, although you feel locked away, and you feel trapped. Use the key to open the door and fly away.
Worth Waiting For card indicates you know what you want. It has to do with patience and waiting. Divine timing. It might be unexpected. It will feel good because it is the right thing for you. Hot air balloon and wedding.
The 6 of Swords indicates Navigating your Ship. It might be a trip, and it will be smooth sailing ahead, and you know how to navigate a storm. There is clarity of thought and communications. It might require you to make a decision as well as taking a lot of action. Everything will be easy because you have already been through it in your past. No more hesitation.
The 8 of Ariel card has to do with hard work and doing research. You are giving a lot of energy, but it in the end it will be worth it because practice will make you better. Take pride in excellent work by studying something and you might go on a trip somewhere. You might take the scenic route to avoid traffic. Keep a journal and take notes. Read a book. Rearrange your time and schedule. You will remember dreams from your past. Something will pop up from your past. You are doing a good job, and others will recognize your work, and it will become effortless. Read between the lines before signing something, and do your research.
The Pelican 27 card indicates writing something down in a journal. It involves observation, planning, taking your time, using your skills to reach goals, and everything will unfold in the right time, and you are positive and productive. Everything and everyone who you need will be available as needed. Live in the present.
Ace of Wands card has to do with a gift from God. There are no obstacles in your way.
The 4 of Swords card is in reverse, which indicates taking action because you know what you want.
Princess of Cups is in reverse, which indicates lack of emotions and feelings.
These 3 add up to 6, and the number 6 means temporary opportunity. A door will open for you when you explore what is available around you.
It is 3:33 am, on a Thursday morning. I didn’t realize it was this late, or early in the morning, depending on your perspective. I woke up at noon and ate my brunch, but Gumby remained lounging on my bed. After I finished eating, I put his food into his bowl, and I went upstairs to bring him downstairs. He ate a little bit and went back upstairs.
I turned on the computer to notice February’s holidays listed in my IMVU inbox. Lunar New Year’s 2018 Year of the Dog on February 12th, Valentine’s Day or Singles Appreciation Day on February 14th, iPhone Challenge, share Valentine’s Photos, Anti-Valentine’s Day, and Mardi Gras Carnaval Contest.
In real life, my calendar is filled up with activities, even though I am not sure I will make it to all of the events. I have some photography meetups, although I might be on the waiting list for 2 photography meetups. I have a walking meetup and photography meetup on the same evening, back to back on this Friday, but I am not sure I can make it to the 2nd one on time. I might be a little late, or I might choose to go to one of the meetups. UC Irvine is having their Vendor Week next week as well as Lunar New Year Street Festival on next Monday. On Monday, I will leave early from the UCI street festival to make it for the photography meetup at 7 pm. Next Tuesday, there are three activities going on, but I have to choose between walking meetup up or photography meetup. And, I have three more walking meetups and two more photography meetups for the rest of the month. I am not sure when Mardis Gras is, but I don’t think my area celebrates it anyway, unless UCI is doing something for the students’ activities. I either have too much activities scheduled for one day, or nothing is going on a particular day; I need to decide which one I prefer to go to on certain days.
I was checking my gmail, and I got a message from Chase stating that I enrolled in paperless, in which I never did. So, I called a contact 1-800 number to tell them that I never asked for paperless. The girl seemed stupid but what else is new so I just went with the flow and asked her to make sure I go to the place on the Chase website and uncheck paperless. I hope now that they actually send me the paper documents and statements in the mail.
At 5:30 pm, which is still light outside, I decided to drive to the Canon building for a photography meetup about ETTL. I have my late mother’s Canon EOS 650 camera with huge zoom lens. It is probably an older camera, but so is my Minolta 5000 with 50MM lens, in which I bought in 1987 with my college graduation money. I want to try out the Canon camera for Monday’s Lunar New Year Street Festival at UCI. I hope it still works.
At 9 pm, I returned home and ate some popcorn. I think I will go to the Canon camera workshop even though my mother’s Canon camera is old. I googled it, and I found out it is as old as my Minolta 5000. Both are introduced in 1987. I googled the Canon EOS 650 camera manual, and I downloaded it on Adobe Acrobat, after updating the Adobe Acrobat on my computer. Someone at the Canon meetup said he will give me his old manual, if he can find his and if I see him again. Anyway, I downloaded a copy on my desktop, just in case I need to look up anything about the camera.
The Judgment card has to do with living your real purpose and move on the right track. You will receive a message, whether a dream, billboard, or someone will say something meaningful.
The 4 of Pentacles card has to do with stability and sorting out physical life. You might make some changes.
The 6 of Pentacles card indicates an opportunity to improve your situation. It is about making changes in your life, in which you will go for it and be happy. You will create an opportunity for yourself.
These 3 cards add up to 30, and the number 30 reduces to 3. The number 3 means new beginnings and communications.
There is a possibility for romance where you will meet your soulmate.
King of Chalices card indicates you are positive and poised. You are selfless and helpful. It is important to connect with others.
The 8 of Wands card is in reverse, which indicates there are no obstacles in your way and you will reach your personal rainbow. The golden gate will open for you, and you will move straight toward the rainbow filled with magical miracles.
Queen of Wands card indicates do something positive to lead you to your soulmate. You are filled with joy because you are in charge of your life. You have power and leader. Everything will come together for you, and a dream will come true and you will be protected from any negativity.
These 3 cards add up to 10, and the number 1 means leadership, being in charge, motivator, and taking action. Do whatever you like and it will lead you to your dream.
Sunday, 2.11.18, Video
The Moon card indicates “Go confidently in the direction of your dreams. Live the life you have imagined.” By Henry David Thoreau. Listen to your dreams and do whatever makes you happy.
Knight of Wands card indicates “The real voyage of discovery lies not in finding new landscapes, but in having new eyes.” By Marcel Proust. It is all about changing your perspective and doing whatever you feel is right for you.
Knight of Swords card indicates “To dare is to lose one’s footing momentarily. Not to dare is to lose oneself.” By Soren Kierkegaard. This is about living your life in the present, and go with whatever comes up at the moment.
Meditate on these three quotes, and you are likely to find yourself on Sunday.
The number 2 means cooperation and relationships.
I woke up at around 11 am, and I heard a song in my head, but I don’t know this song. I just remember heard the words “It’s a new day and confusion…” I decided to look it up on YouTube. The first song I find doesn’t have the word confusion. But I decided to post this video anyway because it was the closest video to whatever song I was hearing. I remember it did have an upbeat and positive tune. It was just not a familiar song. I don’t know where it came from, but it must be some kind of sign. And, the unfamiliar song in the dream led me to this song.
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Knight of Chalices card indicates very much in love and very loving.
Ace of Wands card indicates a blessing from God. There is growth, inspiration, and be productive. You will move forward in romance and love matters.
The Lovers card, 6th card, indicates true love.
These 3 cards add up to 8, and the number 8 means power. You have the power to find true love and finish your projects.
I am slowly moving toward the end of my graphic novel, but there are other steps involved.
Life Purpose card has to do with serving others and it is likely to serve you. What are you natural at? What do you love to do? Work on it each day and see where it will lead you on the way. Gather clues like a scavenger hunt and see where it will lead you to. it might involve studying and reading a lot as well as changing your schedule to make more time to do something.
The 9 of Pentacles card has to do with the environment, earth, and animals, which involves an independent person. You are meant to do something on your own and you will feel complete. Clean out your yard and front porch. Take care of animals and environment as well as taking care of yourself. You need to work hard to get a lot of work, and you will feel good about everything at the end. do things that make a big difference for your environment. change your environment, recycle, reorganize your closet.
The World card is a completion card. There is an ending and beginning, and you are involved in your world, like you are the director in your life. It has to do with being creative, and there is a freedom to go in any direction. there is something new waiting for you ahead. it is a big success, and you will be successful. There is a closed door on something because a brand new door will open for you. reorganize your rooms to make it fun. yoga at the gym? changing your diet? sleep more? Create a balance in your life. Hiking? Feathers, butterflies, fairies? Do small changes can bring big changes in your life. Travel or doing something for the world to heal the world.
The 45 card—puppet master controlling puppets on a string—has to do with manipulation control, role playing, and wishful thinking. Carbaret and hear the music…theater, performances…on stage. Comedies and parodies. Snap back into reality. Final curtain call…fresh outlook on a way you do things and add your flair.
The 23 card—providing shelter—home—environmental and nature. Tree? Unicorn?
Osho Zen cards
The Dream card is the 6th card. Reflect on your life. Join a social group to meet the right person. You have strong feelings and intuition, and you will see it in your dream. Listen to your dreams. Keep a journal by your bed so that you can take notes of your dreams as soon as you wake up.
Slowing Down card indicates slowing down on Friday and dreaming. Figure out ways to plan for your future and making it a reality.
Letting Go card is the 8th card. Letting go will help you release negativity. Your dream will be realized, and you will be able to take action and move forward.
6 = Temporary Opportunity. Listen to the messages in Friday’s dream, take notes for clues, and take action to move forward.
I woke up in the morning and got ready for the gym. I decided to go at 10 am, but I couldn’t find my house keys. I looked every possible place, foyer, my purses, gym bag, coffee table, between cushions and pillows, and looking around in each room, including the garage. But I couldn’t find it, which put me in a bad mood. I decided not to go to the gym today because I wanted to search for my house keys. I couldn’t do anything until I find my keys. I even called 24-Hour Fitness gym to see if they found keys, and they said there wasn’t any in the Lost and Found box. I decided to change the battery in the MX-3’s remote control for the garage, even though I park this car in my carport. I kept going through everything in each room until I finally found the keys at 4 pm, just in time to change my clothes for hiking meetup. The keys were in the hallway closet, inside one of the pockets of a denim jacket. I remember wearing the jacket for 5 minutes on Wednesday, January 31st at 11 pm because I wanted to see the Super Moon. I just walked outside by my carport and took some snapshots with my iPhone6. It looked very clear, crisp, and bright that I thought I was going to be blinded by the moonlight. Then, I went inside to hang the jacket in the hallway closet. I guess I must have forgotten to take out my house keys from the jacket pocket.
I drove to Woodbridge at 5 pm, and I noticed it was still light outside as well as it was very warm. About 30 people showed up for this walking group meetup. We walked 2 miles around a manmade lake. Afterwards, I browsed with Sue inside Grocery Outlet. I saw some items that I wanted to try out, maybe next time I need to go grocery shopping. At 7:35 pm, I drove home and relaxed. I was happy that I found my house keys, but it messed up my whole day because I didn’t work on my graphic novel or go to yoga or do other stuff I wanted to do.
Saturday, February 03, 2018, Video
The Hermit card, 9th card, is in reverse, indicates a lack of understanding about the truth.
The Lovers card, 6th card, is in reverse, indicates a lack of love.
Queen of Rods card is in reverse, indicates a lack of interest in life or doing anything.
He turns them upright to read them, which starts with Queen of Rods, then the Lovers and the Hermit. A positive and creative woman is working on her project, and everyone loves her work, and she enjoys life, filled with energy. Her energy attracts the right person in your life. You will use your spiritual power to expose truth to shine the light of truth.
These 3 cards add up to 16, and the number 16 reduces to 7. The number 7 means mind and creativity. It is all about your mindset and perspective to make most of your day. Today is my late mother’s birthday. She would have been 78 today.
I browse on my Linkedin page, scrolling down the page to check out posts. Some videos sound interesting but too long, and I don’t feel like listening to a 2-hour video. Then, a post got my attention because of the quote by Tony Gaskins, “There’s about to be a shift in your life. Get ready for your Blessings. You’ve been through enough & a breakthrough is on the way. Don’t doubt it, just Claim it!” The person who posted this quote also mentions creating your brand and developing your vision, as you work on your life purpose journey. Then, she reiterates “Be on the lookout for your breakthrough!”
Sunday, 3.4.18, Video
Initiate of Fire card is in reverse, which indicates the phoenix rising from the ashes for hope, life and new beginnings. Since it is in reverse, it indicates that you are positive and balanced. You are on the right track, and you are doing well.
The 10 of Shells card has to do with unconditional love. It indicates happiness and love. It is a good day to find your true love and soulmate.
High Priestess card, 2nd card, is in reverse, which indicates you need to take action and connect with others.
After I ate my breakfast, I drove across the street to Mini Target to buy a new mouth guard. I noticed that it seems to last for a year before it starts to wear out. I like to wear it at night when I sleep so that my teeth don’t move. While in Mini Target, I also bought three small hexagon bulletin board tiles that can be used on both sides. Since I am not using my new silver refrigerator to post anything because the magnets are messing up the stainless steel doors on the fridge, I decided these small bulletin boards can be used for the same purpose. The mouth guard was discounted, which was good.I needed a break today, and at 4 pm, I decided to go to South Coast Plaza to browse in the mall. It was very quiet there, and the parking lot didn’t have much cars. I took some snapshots of Nordstrom window mannequins, where I noticed that latest fashions for spring 2018. I noticed that the store Teavana had closed. In Nordstrom and Bloomingdales, I wrote two heart messages boards, one for each store’s collection. On one, I wrote something about the people that I know that have passed on, while the other one I wrote that God is with me forever. I window-shopped and noticed the latest fashions, which were interesting. Gucci had cute stuff, Tadashi had elegant gowns, and Versace had fun clothes, while other stores were remodeling. I walked by the newsstand, and I noticed that it had been modernized. I skimmed all the magazines, and the French magazines got my attention. I remember I used to read French fashion magazines for fun when I was in college, but now my French is weak. I walked around for an hour or so, just checking to see if there was anything new and interesting. I took some snapshot on my iPhone. Then, I decided to leave.
The 10 of Cups card is reversed, which indicates it is just another regular day of up and down, but the friction will lead to a positive change.
The 4 of Cups card is reversed, which indicates you are grateful for everything you have and you have a positive outlook on life.
The Wheel of Fortune card, 10th card, has to do with a transitional period, where you will move into a positive period. Your personal life will be more positive as well as your fortune will improve in a positive way.
The number 24 reduces to 6, and the number 6 means temporary opportunity.
After one hour of yoga, I returned home and worked on my graphic novel. Then, I took a break on the internet, checking out different sites and pages. I stopped at Facebook to play City Girl Life, and I was informed about Singles Awareness Day for single people who don’t want to celebrate the traditional Valentine’s Day of candy, flowers, and sex. Instead of wearing pink, red, or white on Valentine’s Day, consider wearing all black on Singles Awareness Day to appreciate your independence, strength, and freedom. Spend time with your friends and celebrate being free to do whatever you want and whenever you want, just because you want to do whatever it is you want to do. Singles Awareness Day is also on Wednesday, February 14th, and it is also called Singles Appreciation Day because it is all about appreciating your freedom and independence. If you are Anti-Commercialism and Anti-Capitalism, you might prefer to celebrate this day on the 13th or 15th. Or, even better, go on a three-day holiday, from 13th to 15th, and celebrate being single. It is an international holiday, being celebrated all over the world by happy singles.
Ace of Wands card is in reverse, which indicates you should meditate for answers.
The 9 of Cups card is very positive because it has to do with your dreams coming true and your wishes are being fulfilled. Face your fears and go for your dreams.
Daughter of Wands card is in reverse, which indicates you are an expert. There is also an infinity symbol in this card. Since it is in reverse, you can break the infinity loop snake by facing your fears and pursuing your wishes and dreams. It will help you move forward and move out of the infinity loop. You will encounter something fearful today, and you should pursue it anyway because it will lead you in the right direction, which will bring you the answers you are looking for.
These 3 cards add up 11, and the number 11 means service.
At 4 pm, I walked to the pool area to update my guest parking permits to 2018 with the Association. I rarely use them, but they are good to have just in case of an emergency, when I might have someone visiting, which is rare, and they need to park by my house. Then, I went to check my mailbox. I didn’t get any interesting mail. While walking back to my townhouse, I ran into a young female real estate handing out flyers. I am currently living in my townhouse, and I have no plans for selling. But I started networking with her for any graphic design position. An hour later, while browsing on my Facebook page, I looked to the right side, and noticed the realtor’s ad pop up. Since it had her photograph on the ad, I recognized her right away. I just chatted with her in my neighborhood. That was a weird coincidence. Since I didn’t mention her on Facebook, I thought it was surprising that her ad suddenly and randomly pops up on my Facebook page, right after I met her in real life. It was like déjà vu. For the rest of the day, I toggled between working on my graphic novel and taking breaks on the internet to check on different sites. All of the sudden, I noticed the time is 10:10 pm.
The Green Woman card, 3rd card, has to do with nature, greenery, and wildlife. It has to do with new beginnings, growth, energy, and prosperous. You have everything you need. Everything is meant to be.
The 7 of Bows card is the Clearance card, and it is reversed. You don’t have any obstacles or blockage.
Knight of Arrows card is about Hawk, and it is reversed. You don’t need to make any decisions. Everything just flows smoothly in your direction.
The 11 means service.
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General mini reading on YouTube for Fire Signs
Self-Love card involves a need to take care and nurturing yourself in some way. What do you want to do? Cook your favorite food or cook for the week and store in your refrigerator. Do yoga and meditation in the morning, before your schedule. Help someone. Do something small that will lead to a big change.
Tortoise card has to do with doing things slowly and one at a time until you finish your checklist. Do not do too much work at one time, trying to get everything done. Take notes, underline, highlight, get organized, do preplanning, and get the sleep that you need. Don’t overdo anything. Connect with earth, nature, and animals, and don’t rush into anything. Take your time.
The Hermit card has to do with meditating in nature whether walking outside or being alone. Try a different path. Do something outside with plants. Get the big picture by changing your perspective. Try writing something for a story.
The 6 of Ariel card has to do with receiving gifts from God. Opportunity for a job? Jobs on the side? Opportunities to do something?
Magpie 21 card has to do with doing something creative. Or, maybe thinking out of the box for creative new ideas.
The 4 of Disks card has to do with Power. It has to do with security and structure. Take practical actions to build something long term and permanent. Create whatever you want.
The 3 of Wands card has to do with Virtue, and it is in reverse, which indicates you should work with whatever you already have in your life.
The 4 of Wands card has to do with Completion, which has to do with happiness and celebration. Take action with freedom to complete something you are working on; you don’t need any more education and skills. You have everything you need. Create your own art. Pursue your passions.
These 3 cards add up to 11, and the number 11 means service.
While at the gym stretching out on my mat and preparing for yoga class, I noticed the time was 11:11 am. Today’s yoga was also a good stretch. As I drove back home, I noticed the time was 1:11 pm. I worked on my graphic novel for the rest of the day.
Ace of Pentacles card is in reverse, which indicates something from the past comes to you, and it is still a blessing. There will be an opportunity. Someone from the past might enter your life.
Queen of Swords card indicates thinking, communicating, and making decisions. You have freedom of thought. You will see through any hidden agenda.
The 7 of Swords card has to do with stealing ideas from others. Someone might copy your work or ideas. You realize there is some kind of hidden motive with this meeting.
These 3 cards add up to 9, and the number 9 means spirituality and completion.
I woke up at noon, made some falafel patties with the same powered mix. Since they were a little bigger than the falafel balls I made yesterday with the same mix, I made 8 patties instead of 11 balls. Then, I made a cup of espresso with some almond milk. Then, I turned on the computer to notice that the time as 2:22 pm.
The 2 of Chalices card indicates love and romance. Connecting with someone and being happy.
The 10 of Chalices card indicates love and romance. All your dreams are coming true, which includes true love and making your dreams come true.
The Earth Mother, 3rd card, depicts a pregnant woman standing amidst wheat field with ducks and holding a cornucopia. She has abundance and prosperity. She is filled with love.
These 3 cards add up to 15, and the number 15 reduces to 6, which is a temporary opportunity that is very positive.
The 4 of Swords card has to do with resting and meditating in order to prepare for your future. You have goals that you need to do, and the angels are there for you to guide your way.
The 2 of Wands card indicates you have the whole world in your hand, and you get to choose where to go next and what to do next.
The Strength card, 8th card, indicates that there will always be something going on in your life. You have the strength, passion, and power to handle situations that pop up because God is always with you, guiding your way and protecting you.
These 3 cards add up to 14, and the number 14 reduces to 5. The number 5 means freedom, in which it is important to center yourself in order to be balanced and focused.
I went on the internet for a while, before I decided to change my clothes and get ready for an art gallery reception. I did two videos, took some snapshots, and gave out some business cards to check out my youtube videos. I checked out the art, discussed it with some people to be social, but mostly got bored, and ended up walking back and forth, running into the same people and laughing because they were doing the same thing inside the gallery. By 7 pm, I decided to go home, and as I was driving by South Coast Plaza, I wondered if I should go there on Sunday. But I didn’t really have a reason to go to the mall.
The 4 of Wands card has to do with a celebration, wedding, and happiness. It is full of abundance, love, and feast. There is a new beginning and a fresh start.
The High Priestess card, 2nd card indicates wisdom, knowledge, and guidance. You will connection with someone for a relationship. It is about growth and moving forward.
Queen of Cups card has to do with feelings, intuition, and guidance. It is a good day for meditation.
These 3 cards add up to 7, and the number 7 means mind and creativity.
Osho Zen cards
Breakthrough card is the 11th card, and it is similar to the strength card. It has to do with having passion and power, and making a breakthrough. It will help you move forward because you trust your decisions.
Awareness card is the 7th card. You will reveal your enlightened view within. Meditate today, and you will receive repetitive message trying to tell you something positive. Pursue it and you will move forward.
Success card is the 6th card. You will celebrate your success.
These 3 cards add up to 24, and the number 24 reduces to 6. The number 6 means temporary opportunity.
Osho Zen Cards
Maturity card has to do with The World. You have great insights, seeing the beauty in yourself and the world. You accept yourself for who you really are.
Past Lives card has to do with darkness and fear. You know where you came from, and your past history.
Conditioning card indicates that you will never be a conformist because you are awake to the truth. You need to hang out with others like yourself.
Mind and creativity involves thinking for yourself and do your own thing.
Osho Zen cards
Silence card is 17th card. You have full energy, and you can be productive. Something is growing and becoming bigger. Meditate and look into intuition.
Patience card is 7th card. Accept everything will happen when it will happen.
Rebirth card is the 10th card. Use your creativity as you work on your project.
34 reduces to 7, and 7 is mind and creativity.
I went to the gym around 10:30 am. As I walking through the mall, a cute little bird got my attention for some reason because I thought I heard something or someone calling. But I kept walking and entered the gym, where I warmed up in the sauna before going to yoga. At the end of the yoga class, as I was lying in corpse pose with my eyes shut, I sudden saw a very intense, bright and deep royal blue color, which kind of reminded me of ultraviolet glow-in-the-dark. I walked out of the gym, and as I opened the gym door to leave, I noticed a small dark feather on the ground. I picked it up, figuring it must be a sign, or a trail of signs. I window-shopped, checking items inside Buckle boutique. They are expensive, even the one on sale. I walked to my car and drove home, where I noticed a worker was waiting by my townhouse to fix the leaking roof. After I entered my house, he climbed on the roof to fix the leak. I entered, ate my lunch, and worked on my graphic novel. I wasn’t able to sharpen my metallic violet Artist Loft pencil, and my manual metal sharpener ate up most of the pen. I don’t know why. The tip kept breaking. So, I took it as a sign to use the regular violet pencil, and I used Berol.
The 9 of Cups card is the wish fulfillment, and all your wishes are coming true, where you realize that you can make a difference and do things in the world.
Queen of Wands card is in reverse, which indicates you are still working on your project, but you feel it isn’t very good.
The 5 of Pentacles card has to do with hardships, difficulty and rejection. You have a choice of either giving up or continue working on your project. There is a butterfly nearby, and which is a sign for hope.
These 3 cards add up to 15, and 15 reduces to 6. The number 6 means temporary opportunity. You will receive something that will help you move forward.
I worked on a page all night, and then I got up for a break at 1:11 am. When I noticed the time, I decided to go to bed. I woke up 10:30 am and decided to make vegan waffle and some maple syrup, topped with chopped banana pieces. It was quite tasty like a dessert, better than the conventional version that I was taught to eat as a kid. When I was making a glass of Affogato Al Caffe, I noticed the time was 11:11 am. Then, I decided to check my bills, and noticed that amounts are increasing. There were also some tips to save energy, which could also lower bill amounts. After mailing my bills, I returned home and I felt like drinking hot cocoa because it was cold outside, although still sunny and nice. The weather felt like a nice and fresh chilly weather, which is similar to very early morning coolness, right after a rainstorm. I turn on my computer and immediately noticed the computer time was 2:22 pm.
Last Week of January 2018 Summary
There will be a full moon on the last day of January. So, expect the unexpected.
Overall advice: PLATYPUS card—stop complaining and focus on the blessings in your current life. Look at your situation from a different perspective. Manifest what you are thinking. Don’t focus on negatives.
The 3 of Cups card is about celebration. Hang out, happiness, and have fun by accepting an opportunity or invitation to go out somewhere fun. Conversation, laughter, and meeting people will lead to an opportunity. Business card? Meet someone from your past? Dance class, business cards, website, blogging, brainstorming ideas, and take action. Take a change, go to a gym, dance class, or yoga class, but make sure it is exciting, a place with uplifting people. Reorganize your room and you will likely find something you thought you lost hidden under a lot of things.
Epiphany card is about Hermit card. It has to do with completion, which involves solitude to meditation in order finding right answers. Rely on your own and pay attention to synchronicities. Go out alone and be independent. Find a balance between being alone and socializing with others. Reorganize drawers to make space.
The 36 card indicates letting go what you don’t need and take along what you need with you. Communicate clearly, cut out restrictions, and fly high toward your goals. Go on a different direction to find open doors. Nothing is impossible. You just need to find the right path.
The 3 of Pentacles card indicates that you are expert. You can do whatever you want. You are working very hard at creating something, and you just need to think it, dream it, and it will happen.
The 3 of Cups card is in reverse, which indicates you might be expressing and celebrating with others.
The 8 of Cups card is in reverse, which indicates you have found the answers that you want, and you are rising up toward the surface, happy about what you found. You don’t need to try too much. All you need to do is think about something and make it real.
Today, it will feel that you are in the right place and at the right time, and approach anything you do with confidence.
The number 14 reduces to 5, and the number 5 means freedom, and you have the freedom to do whatever you want.
Today is also Calorie Burning Day, and all I did was one hour of yoga and one hour of walking with local hiking group in Woodbridge. I don’t think I burned too much calories, but it was a casual social hangout.
I worked on my graphic novel, went to the gym for yoga, came home to eat lunch, worked on my graphic novel, and then I decided to change my shoes for street hiking meetup. I noticed the time was 4:44 pm, and I drove to Woodbridge at around 5:20 pm, noticing that there wasn’t much traffic for a change as well as the sky was still light. After one hour of walking with about 20 people, I browsed inside Grocery Outlet with Sue. I noticed interesting items that I might want to get, but I also need to go to Mother’s Market to get canned food and litter bag for Gumby.
The 10 of Swords card is in reverse, which indicates your life is very positive and uplifting. You are transitioning into a more positive lifestyle.
The 9 of Pentacles card indicates wealth, prosperity, and discipline. You have more than enough of everything. Something from your past might come up or something in your current life will need special attention.
Page of Wands card indicates you are inspired to be even more creative, expressing yourself more. You will grow and enjoy your life. A crystal ball symbolizes discerning the future. It will lead you to your future. You will also be even more content.
The 20 reduces to 2, and 2 means cooperation and relationship.
Queen of Bows card depicts a cute Hare in the foreground, and a dark sky and full moon in the background. You are filled with energy and speed in a dark and fearful society. You want to do your own thing and be alone, but you also need to meet people. Someone from your past might appear into your life, asking you to conform.
The Shaman card, 1st card, is in reverse, which indicates you fear you will be alone if you don’t conform to the norms.
The Great Bear card is the 20th card, indicates you need to wake up and live your life, doing what you are meant to do in your current life.
These 3 cards add up to 22, and the number 22 means builder. Stick with your gifts and talents because will create something meaningful and valuable.
The 4 of Staves card tends to be very positive, and it depicts two people coming together to get married and start their life together as one. It symbolizes the beginning of your future.
The 2 of Coins card displays an infinity symbols as you juggle different things in your life. In this case, it has to do with true love. You might meet your soulmate.
The 10 of Arrows card might have to do with “love hurts.”
The number 16 reduces to 7, and the number 7 means mind and creativity.
Blue Moon and Supermoon, Full Moon, in Leo on January 31, 2018 at 1:26 pm.
Total Lunar Eclipse, in which the effects of this will last for six months.
2018 is about making positive contributions in your community in order to help others come together.
Use your creativity to make a difference in your society.
Feel the Fear and Do it Anyway by Susan Jeffers
When you help others, you automatically help yourself.
Doors of opportunity will open for you to prevent blockage and obstacles in your life.
The 4 of Swords card is in reverse, which indicates that it is time to take action. Be very active and you will succeed.
The 8 of Cups card is in reverse, which indicates you are grateful and content for everything you have. You will receive an opportunity that will fulfill another dream.
The Star, 17th card, indicates letting go negativity and be yourself, and you will shine like a star.
The 29 reduces to 11, and the number 11 means service.
After eating breakfast, I checked out the next page to draw in order to decide how I will redraw the page. I marked the rough draft page to improve it, as well as marking places and erasing stuff. Then, I checked last night’s page, and I decided to go over it with colored pencils to darken certain areas that didn’t pick up color last time. I even fixed areas with ink pen to do last minute touch-ups before I move on to the next page. I dropped by the post office to mail a bill before returning to check things on the internet.
At 5:51 pm, I drove to the UTC to meet Sue because she didn’t know where the Turtle Rock meetup was, and the she followed me to the meetup in her car. 18 people showed up for this hilly sidewalks hike in a upscale residential neighborhood. It was a good walk. When I sat inside my car, I noticed the time was 8:19 pm, which is a positive sign because it is my birthdate numbers. I drove to the UTC because some people might meetup for a snack. I walked around in the UTC, and noticed that it now has three fashion boutiques, one has bohemian style clothes, one has 70s style clothes, and the other one has lots of sequins. I ran into 3 men from the meetup, and they were eating pizza. I wasn’t hungry. So, I just sat there, listened to their conversation until 9:20 pm, and when I arrived home, the movie Ghost World came on.
Wednesday, January 31, 2018, Video
10 of Coins card is in reverse, which indicates not worrying about money and just doing your own thing, doing things differently, and you will likely transition.
King of Cups card is in reverse, which indicates that you should follow your feelings and how to do what you feel is right.
Hierophant card, 5th card, is in reverse, which indicates you are free from convention, and it will lead to financial stability.
He places them in opposite order and upright to see how situations can be fixed: Hierophant, King of Cups and 10 of Coins. Conformity can lead to dishonesty, but everyone in society will be happy with that choice to conform.
The number 16 reduces to 7, and the number 7 means mind and creativity.
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Ace of Pentacles card indicates that you will receive financial reward. A blessing from God, as well as you can make changes to improve your life.
Ace of Chalices card indicates a blessing of love and romance. (In the morning, when I woke up, I remembered that my late mother came to me in a dream to tell me someone is coming).
Judgment card, 20th card, indicates that you should pursue your calling. See yourself as you truly are. (I need to finish drawing my graphic novel).
These 3 cards add up to 22, which is the builder. You have a clear vision for the perfect future. It is time to make significant changes in your life.
It rained all day today, but I decided to go to yoga class at noon, mostly to give a woman I know something she was looking for and I had an extra one that I didn’t need. After yoga, I went to Mother’s Market. Then, I came home to relax to the background sound of calming rain.
The three cards for Tuesday involve 3 women—one is bored and lonely, one looks exotic Japanese, and one looks wealthy, and you can get everything you want.
The 4 of Chalices card indicates that her passions aren’t being realized. She has everything she needs. She has hearts on her dress.
The Sun card, 19th card, indicates she has confidence and power to get things done.
Knave of Pentacles card indicates she is learning to manage her wealth.
These 3 cards add up to 24, and the number 24 reduces to 6. The number 6 means temporary opportunity. You need to take action.
I woke up around 10:30 am and ate a vegan wrap. As I was making stovetop Moka espresso, I noticed that the time was 11:11 am. After becoming fully-awakened, I worked on my graphic novel. At around 2 pm, I looked out of the slide door window to notice that the sky looked dark and cloudy. I decided to get up and take a break. I opened my front door to notice that it was pouring rain outside, before going to my refrigerator to eat a small piece of vegan pumpkin pastry. I wonder if the rain will stop before the 6:30 pm hike, or it will be cancelled. I will check again at around 5 pm, before I decide to change my clothes or not. It has been raining for two days, so far. At 2 pm, I noticed it is still wet and cloudy outside, but there is also some wind playing around, even though it appears to have stopped raining, or maybe some very light sprinkling or misty rain. Tonight’s 6:30 pm was cancelled because it is too wet and windy. At 5:30 pm, it is now dark, windy, wet and cold, but I don’t think it is raining anymore. I worked on two pages today, and I am not sure if I will draw another page tonight. While taking a break, I noticed that the time is 5:55 pm. I ate my dinner, before making some Turkish coffee with Turkish delight.
The 4 of Pentacles card indicates you need to control your finances, keep records of everything, be organized, and file documents. You need to be responsible and serious because you want to balance everything, and still have fun with your life.
King of Wands card indicates that you can still have fun by balancing your live with work and fun excursions.
The 5 of Wands card indicates you will party and celebrate with others. Have fun with moderation. Don’t overdo it because you have other responsibilities.
These 3 cards add up to 10, and the number 1 means taking action, leadership, independent, passionate, and have fun.
This video reading is for January 10th to 16th.
Gorilla card has to do with a need to be heard. Listen compassionately to better understand the situation. Let go of the old and move on with the new or do something new, as well as consider eating more fresh fruits and veggies. Enjoy a good conversation in person, while maybe playing board games. Listen to your pet’s needs.
Queen of Winter card has to be clear in thoughts and very direct. You can get everything done because you are productive, but you still have a good sense of humor. Find the easiest and best way to get something done.
Perfect Timing card indicates that the doors are open, and you should take actions, and it will lead you to something positive. Act on your inspirations.
Energy Work card has to do with doing yoga or spa. Pay attention to the energy in your environment and consider doing energy healing. Use energy lightbulbs for your home lighting.
Seagull card involves having a strong energy or strong foundation. Take what is given while it is there, and make them your own, and it is important to use your natural instinct. Do something unexpected as well as go somewhere new and different. You will be provided with what you need.
The Fool card is 0th card, and it indicates inexperience and naivety.
The 6 of Cups card indicates connecting with someone in an innocent relationship.
The 8 of Swords card indicates you are stuck and cannot move forward. Lots of external forces prevent you from doing something.
These 3 cards add up to 14, and the number 14 reduces to 5. The number 5 means freedom, in which independence will lead you to freedom.
Knight of Wands card indicates being powerful and attractive, as you pursue your life purpose. You will have a lot fun, filled with fantasy and commitment. There is also love in the air, and you might meet the right person.
The 2 of Pentacles card indicates finances issues happening all the time, but you can handle everything.
The 7 of Wands card indicates that you will have many things to do. But balance out your life with fun breaks as you deal with everything else.
These 3 cards add up to 10, and the number 10 reduces to 1. The number 1 means independent, taking action, and new beginning. Do something fun today, and it will likely open doors.
I went to yoga for an hour, before returning home at 1:30 pm and eating my late lunch. I worked on my graphic novel for 30 minutes, before going on the internet to check on different sites. I glanced at the computer time to notice 4:44 pm.
The 4 of Staffs card is about a homecoming, and it depicts a man carrying his bride under a doorway. There is a celebration and coming together of some kind, whether a wedding or reunion, which is about happiness, having fun and a new beginning. You will connect with someone in a meaningful way.
The Fool card, 0 card, is Percival, and it depicts a young man looking at a gold castle in his view. It is about new beginnings, conception of an idea and reconnecting with God. The more positive you day is the closer you will move toward your golden castle because you are already very close as it is.
The Sun card, 19th card, is about The Grail, and this card is in golden and bright yellow shining forth. You have a lot of potential for happiness, peace, energy, and great life.
These 3 cards add up to 23, and the number 23 reduces to 5. Then number 5 means freedom.
The 2 of Swords card had to do with Equilibrium. It is a good idea to meditate and connect with God for ideas and inspiration. (I went on a morning hike in Bommer Canyon, which was a meditative 6-mile walk).
King of Vesicas card indicates you have control to change your surroundings. (I do need to do a lot of reorganizing).
The 2 of Vesicas card has to do with Change. The actions that you take on Sunday will affect your life, enabling you to make the changes you want in your personal life as an artist.
These 3 cards add up to 5, and the number 5 means freedom.
The Chariot card, 7th card, is about success and victory. Everything will feel natural, and you will go with it and succeed.
The 10 of Pentacles card is in reverse, which indicates you will transition, which will help you move forward.
Prince of Pentacles card is in reverse, which indicates you need to take action and move forward toward success.
These 3 cards add up 18, and the number 18 reduces to 9. The number 9 means spirituality and completion, which involves meditating and connecting with God for inspiration. Fill your schedule today and stay busy. It will help you move forward.
The 10 of Cups card indicates dreams coming true as well as family, love and harmony.
Ace of Pentacles card is in reverse, which indicates that you still have more work to do. You need to take action.
The Death card, 13th card, has to do with an ending or completion of something. (I continue to work on my graphic novel, and I now have 18 more pages to draw. At 1:11 pm, I took a break).
These 3 cards add up to 24, and the number 24 reduces to 6. The number 6 means temporary opportunity. You can transform something to improve your life. (I need to transform my townhouse into a different style as well as make it more organized so that I can find what I need when I need it easier).
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Monday, 1.1.18, Video
Happy New Year 2018!
Princess of Pentacles card indicates you are working hard, balancing your finances and doing your projects. Do your inventory and organize your life. Decide what you want to do next.
The 2 of Swords card indicates dividing things in half and sharing things with others. There is hope for you, where you will share and connect with others. You will learn through other people’s conflicts, in which it will help you improve your own life. You have an inner peace throughout the whole process, and you will feel safe because God is always with you.
Queen of Pentacles card is in reverse, which indicates you are learning to manage your own life better in order to improve your own life. You will perform whatever you need to do in a productive and mature way.
These 3 cards add up to 4, the number 4 means stability, structure, and security. There is also peace and quiet, maybe a good time for meditating, where you will receive a lot of important insights for your future.
This reading seems true for me, and I get it for a change.
angel oracle card with super full moon
The 8 of Cups card depicts someone cutting one’s hair. Let go of the old, and be ready for the new in 2018. Do something new and different, whether a haircut or a new look for a new life ahead, which is about growing up in order to move forward. Try a new journey or path. Release old ways.
The Magician card indicates that you have everything you need to do whatever you want to do. It might require trial and error, trying different combinations until it works out. Start with something small until you get used to it, and then work on a bigger project. Begin with something new, take control, and make something happen. Pay attention to synchronicity.
Opportunity to Forgive card indicates healing by forgiving and forgetting, enabling you to let go of negativity.
A knock on your door, and there is a tornado entering your world, displaying your clutter, which will help you clear stuff out of your life.
The Turkey, 36th card, has to do with completion of something, or spirituality related where someone will help you along. You are guided to help others.
First full moon for 2018
The 3 of Cups card depicts three birds hanging out together on the tree branch, chatting, gossiping, and sharing. It appears to be a sunset with a full moon. It is about friendship, having fun, and serenity. You will connect with others. You will reconnect and share, which will empower you, and it will feel natural and without conflict.
The Judgement card, 20th card, is in reverse, which indicates you are already connected with your life purpose and who you really are. You feel safe, confident and comfortable in yourself.
The 7 of Wands card depicts a rod, lit with a bright flame on the end, which appears to be a bright light illuminating your way through the darkness and ambiguity. You have a guiding light from God, guiding you on your path.
It appears to be a very productive and easy day to get things done. These 3 cards add up to 30, and 30 reduces to 3. The number 3 means new beginnings, communications and expression. You are starting fresh and new in a positive way or direction.
The 8 of Swords card is in reverse, which indicates you might get a lot of information coming your way that it might be overwhelming. You can handle anything, and you don’t need to be perfect. You can deal with whatever comes your way.
The 3 of Pentacles card is in reverse, which indicates you have the expertise you need to achieve your goals. Use your intuition, spirituality, passions, desires, self-discipline and ability to control things to get things done. The obstacles are below you because you are on top of the world.
The 7 of Pentacles card indicates that you are consistently moving upward and forward on your journey because you have achieved a lot so far. You are moving up the ladder toward your goal. You are in the right place and at the right time.
These 3 cards add up to 18, and the number 18 reduces to 9. The number 9 means spirituality and completion, which indicates listen to God, angels, and intuition.
I didn’t sleep all night. So, I woke up at 4 am and made sweet potato spirals, warmed it in the microwave, and then topped it one small avocado. I drank a cup of coffee with almond milk. Then, I relaxed in bed until 8:30 am. I changed my clothes to gym clothes, before driving to the Spectrum Center at 10:30 am. It was a quiet drive. I paid this year’s gym membership. I warmed up in the sauna before going to the yoga room to stretch out on my mat. I noticed that they now have new instructors for Monday and Wednesday. I walked in the mall with someone I know because she wanted to buy a blouse, before we went our separate ways to our homes. After my lunch, I got ready for the Improv show tonight. I noticed that the time was 3:33 am while I watched Beginners on the indie channel.
At 4:30 pm, I drove to the Spectrum Center, and I noticed the drive seemed peaceful, although there were still cars on the streets. I found a good parking space right away, in which I drove straight into it from the parking entrance. It was cool outside, but I was warm because I was wearing a coat. I sat at an outdoor seating area and read a couple of pages from a novel until I started to fall asleep. Then, I chatted with someone seated by me, before I decided check out Target. I found what I was looking for in Target, but I still want to check out Walmart to see what they have before I decided which one I like better. I sat at the restaurant/bar, next door to the Improv, chatting with other people from the meetup. At 7 pm, I entered the comedy club, and I decided to order onion rings and coffee because I wasn’t that hungry for a meal. I just wanted to enjoy a snack. The room started to fill up. And, by a little bit after 8 pm, an 86-year-old woman was lying on the floor, and another woman was screaming is there a doctor. It was scary. There was a nurse at the adjacent table, and she was able to revive the woman until the paramedics came, examined her, and rolled her out on a stretcher. It was the old lady’s birthday, and she had come to the Improv to see her favorite comedian Richard Osborne. We were later informed that she is at home, doing OK. The show must go on, and four comedians came on stage. They were funny and entertaining. I won tickets to future Improv shows. When I walked out of the Improv, I noticed a women’s figure skating competition on a flatscreen TV, which was playing at the restaurant/bar next door. I watched the last fifteen minutes, and I notice that I didn’t recognize any of the names. There is more figure skating competition tomorrow, but I am not sure which channel. I walked to my car and drove home at 10 pm.
Knight of Pentacles card indicates that you aren’t sure what to do next, although you might have some ideas. You might not know how to move forward.
Wheel of Fortune card, 10th card, indicates a crossroad and an opportunity to change your luck. Take a step forward in some direction to move forward. Listen to your feelings, desires, and motivations. You can make progress and improve your situation. (The only ideas I got today is reorganizing my home).
The 5 of Wands card indicates a conflict.
These 3 cards add up to 16, and the number 16 reduces to 7. The number 7 means mind and creativity. Think about everything before taking action.
Queen of Swords card indicates you are a good decision-maker.
The 9 of Swords card is in reverse, which indicates you think clearly.
The 10 of Wands card indicates that you have a lot of things that you want to do. You are stressing out, trying to do everything at the same time, and you are slowly moving forward.
These 3 cards add up to 20, and the number 20 reduces to 2. The number 2 means cooperation and relationship.
The 6 of Swords card indicates smoother times are ahead and you know how to do things now; something that used to be hard is now easy. Someone will help you along. Love, singing, and romance? Learning to navigate something, maybe with someone else, such as a partner?
Page of Swords card indicates you want to rush through things to achieve something because you are overly excited. Consider doing things the long way. Premature news coming your way, lots of questions, and writing. Do some research before proceeding…
Outdoors card indicates it is a good idea to connect with nature. Meditate as you walk to get some ideas. You will get creative ideas outside, such as store windows. Go on a meetup. You will notice a poster or billboard. Consider website and youtube channel. There is an offer you will recognize.
The 33 card has to do with recognizing the right catch. Ballerina? Be patient and graceful, as you wait for the right moment. Accept a small opportunity because it will lead to the big opportunity.
Friday, January 05, 2018, Video
I went to the Spectrum Center for yoga class at the gym, relaxing in the sauna, and 15 minutes of cycling on a stationary bicycle. I noticed that the time in my Beetle was one hour back. I guess I must have forgotten to change the clock, although I thought I did. I returned home and made spiral sweet potato and zucchini. I placed green and orange spirals in the microwave for 1 minute, just to warm and soften the pieces. Then, I made my own tomato sauce, for fun, which consisted of one chopped tomato and one chopped Persian cucumber. I then placed these chopped pieces in a food processor, and I added spices as well as some garlic pieces. It was actually a tasty sauce. I placed some spirals on plate, and I topped it with my tomato sauce, before sprinkling some hemp seeds on top. It was good. Then, I made a cup of hot cocoa with almond milk and a vegan marshmallow. I browsed on the internet as well as rearranged some items. Then, I suddenly noticed it was 3:33 pm. As I drove to the Woodbridge hike, I noticed that the streets weren’t very busy. People must still be on their winter vacation. It was nice and peaceful, for a change. Many people showed up for this evening’s hike—around 50 people. But it is only a 2-mile, figure-eight path, and I briskly walked the 2 miles, bypassing others and taking the lead. Some people went to the movie, but I want to check out the new Star Wars one playing elsewhere, and therefore, I decided to go home.
Today is Gumby D’Arcy’s 18th birthday.
3 reversed cards show up for this reading.
3 of Pentacles card is in reverse, indicates inexperience.
The Justice card, 11th card, is in reverse, indicates lack of passion.
7 of Wands card is in reverse, indicates you are stuck.
If read upright:
7 of Wands card is about getting ready to fight. You are given an opportunity to improve your life, but you aren’t sure. Do something new or different.
Justice card has to do with balance. Use your intuition in nature. Ideas, thinking, and making decisions.
3 of Pentacles card has to do with an expert working on his craft. Angels wings feathers? Change your exercise and diet so to lose weight.
The number 3 means communications, information, and new beginnings. Door of opportunity?
Today, I decided to go to the IMAX theater in the Spectrum Center to watch the new Star Wars movie in 3D and RPX. When I was walking toward theater 9, I realized I was walking in the VIP section of the theater. I have never watched a movie in the VIP section before. So, I was shocked. The VIP theater is smaller than the usual theaters, but it also has cushioned reclining chairs, where you can lay back and put your legs up. There is also a small side table for drinks, such as alcoholic drinks. But I didn’t drink or eat anything. Alcohol would make me fall asleep. It was a fun, 2-hour and 30-minute ride.
The 8 of Swords card indicates that you might get a reality check. But there is a bright light in the sky shining above you because you are surrounded by negativity, which is making you feel stuck. Meditate for answers.
The Death card, 13th card, is in reverse, which indicates new beginnings and life. Thoughts and feels leads to taking action. A yellow butterfly is a symbol of hope. Life is all about having fun, taking chances, and being inspired.
Ace of Swords card indicates a blessing from God. You get a big idea that leads to a celebration.
These 3 cards add up to 22, and the number 22 means builder. You will get a big idea today that will change your life.
Today, at 11 am, I went to The District ice skating rink. The first hour or so, I was mostly warming up on the ice because my knees were locked and my legs were stiff. But, afterwards, it seemed normal again, and my skating seemed to be flowing or gliding on the ice, although not as good as I used to be in my twenties. Although I paid for all day and I had until 8:30 pm, I started to feel tired. I wanted to stay a little longer. But I needed to eat and rest. So, I decided to leave around 2:40 pm. I did take short breaks during my skating, which helped, but I felt dizzy skating in circles. It actually felt like a meditating dizzy feeling.
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