Today is my mother’s funeral at 2 pm. I don’t want to see anyone. So, I decided to go on another day, by myself, and most likely pray at their gravesite. But I am not sure what day I will be going on my own. I stayed home and did nothing but basically meditate. I didn’t feel like doing anything today, and I will probably work on my graphic novel tomorrow morning, and try to draw two or three pages. After eating my early dinner, I glanced at the TV time and noticed it was 4:44 pm.
The World, 21st card, indicates you trust God, and you feel protected. Nothing negative will affect you much. Listen to your intuition and guidance because it will be correct and truthful.
The Moon, 18th card, is in reverse, which indicates you are fearless and you can handle things better.
The Emperor, 4th card, indicates that you have solidity, structure, and stability.
These 3 cards add up to 43, and the number 43 reduces to 7. The number 7 means mind and creativity. Today appears to be positive. So, think positive and move forward.
Wheel of Fortune, 10th card, which indicates everything is getting better for you. (I don’t think so).
The 10 of Cups card had to do with dream fulfillment and wishes come true when it has to do with meeting your soulmate. (I don’t think so).
The 4th of Cups card has a lot of blessings in life, and someone is shut down and not appreciative, which sounds depressing.
These 3 cards add up to 24, and the number 24 means 6. The number 6 means temporary opportunity that will last on one day, in which you need to notice it and grasp it fast. (I didn’t see any temporary opportunity today, and today’s reading doesn’t make any sense, compared to my actual day).
Thursday, July 20, 2017
I couldn’t sleep all night, wondering about how we are going to divide items with my idiot brothers and loser wives. I am still not sure what day we are going to meet, whether Friday or Saturday, or another day. I decided to clean the cupboards all morning. Suddenly, I noticed the time is 12:12 pm. I didn’t do much today because I was worrying. I warmed a small piece of Focaccia in the microwave and I ate it for a snack. I suddenly felt something hard inside my mouth, in which I soon realized that the cap over the root canal had fallen off. I called my dentist to make an appointment to glue it back on, on Friday. I was doing well, and it was in place, and I felt the mouth guard was doing a good job at night. But I guess my teeth are small, which presents some issues. I hope he does it stronger this time. I also realized that I need to make an appointment for my car’s annual checkup, which I always do around the end of July. And, my brothers and I still need to find a day to get together at my mother’s house to see what each one wants to take, and we also have to meet with appraisal people so that we get the same dollar amount of products or however all this crap works. I noticed the time at 11:11 pm. I finally remembered to shave my legs. It was too hot to wax my legs because waxing for me works better during cool months. I even used the Veet hair removal for the bikini area, which I forgot I had. I had gotten it for free at one of those Style Week OC events. And, I had two of them, which should last me for a while. I wore my robe and slippers, and I walked outside toward my mailbox. It was quiet and peaceful outside.
The Fool card, 0 card, has to do with a conception with a new idea. It is also the beginning.
Temperance card, 14th card, has to do with a perfect balance between earth and afterlife. Naturally reach towards God to connect with God because God is constantly guiding you and helping you move forward towards your destination.
The 4 of Swords card has to do with inaction and meditation. Take some action and move forward. Opportunities will come to you, and you get some surprises.
These 3 cards add up to 18, and the number 18 reduces to 9. The number 9 means spirituality and completion.
Friday, July 21, 2017
I woke up at 10:30 am to feed Gumby. I ate a small snack. I ate on the right side because I need to fix the cap later today, after my errands. Then, I noticed the time was 11:11 am. These numbers are getting more consistent every day. I have a list of errands to do today, from checking out sales in Office Depot and Michaels to dentist appointment, street hiking, movie at the park, and checking out something at AAA location. When I got home at 3pm, I noticed I bought two extra things that I didn’t intend to buy because I thought I returned it to its shelf. I accidentally broke my fidget spinner because I don’t know how to take it out from its package and work it properly. Maybe I can fix it with Krazy Glue or Cement Glue. I went to a 2-mile walk with a group at the Woodbridge Lakes area, and around 20 people showed up. It was a relaxing one-hour walk. I returned home and walked across the street for movie at the park event, where they played an eighties movie, Ferris Bueller’s Day Off. I bought a bag of red grapes with me because I was thirsty, and I didn’t have time to make a drink. They were juicy and sweet, and I finished the whole bag before the movie started playing. It was OK for a teen film, but I liked the message that life goes by fast, and if you don’t stop and look around, you might miss something. I walked home in the dark, but it was peaceful and quiet, except for the busy street where cars were occasionally zooming by. I had to be careful before jaywalking across the street to my townhouse community. I took some snapshots of the crowd of people with their picnic and pets, getting ready to watch the movie. There were also a couple of food trucks selling snacks.
I arrived home and changed my clothes, and then I noticed the time was 10:10 pm.I noticed that the storage closet door was ajar. I closed it, but something was pushing it back open, trying to get out. I open it again, and out walks Gumby. I decided to investigate inside the closet, where I had placed one of the Hold/Release traps with a tablespoon of organic and non-GMO peanut butter. I noticed weird looking light brown rice-like bugs all around it. I am not sure if they are maggots or other gross pests. I am not even sure what is inside, whether a dead mouse or rotten and melted peanut butter, but it looked flattened out and surrounded by this disgusting rice-like bugs or something. I decided to put it inside a bag and throw it in the trash. I also noticed two mouse turds inside the storage closet, indicating “A MOUSE WAS HERE!” I didn’t even want to attempt to clean the inside and reuse the trap, even though I finished the peanut butter jar. The other trap still looks normal, clean, and it still has the same tablespoon of peanut butter.
Messages from your Angels
Bridgette card indicates that you need to use caution on Saturday by looking deeper into a situation before proceeding and moving forward.
Mystique card indicates that you need to keep charging ahead, and don’t take no for an answer. Expect miraculous solutions to appear.
Maya card indicates that you schooling, education, and studies have helped your life’s purpose and personal growth at this time, and the angels will guide you and help you with this process, which has to do with a learning process.
He states that there is a contradiction between the first two cards, in which I also noticed. The first card states caution and wait, while the second card states keep charging ahead; so, he states it is important to wait first for the miraculous solution to appear, before you charge ahead and keep on charging ahead.
Saturday, July 22, 2017
I decided go to Albertsons to get some strong glue. Then, I went to Office Depot to exchange to the fidget spinner/iPhone stand for a new one because I accidentally broke mine trying to figure out the weird instructions. As I was trying to leave from the exit, I suddenly noticed the car in front of me put on its hazard lights, and it stopped for about 15 minutes. I didn’t know how to leave the parking lot. I thought the person’s car stopped. As I was driving around in the parking lot, looking for another exit, the idiot finally decided to drive off. I don’t know what the idiot was doing, blocking the exit, when others are waiting to leave. I drove home to fix things. I noticed the time was 12:12 pm. I decided to go through what I have already drawn, and fix up stuff before I continue. I stopped at 8:30 pm to take a break. When I walked to my mailbox, I noticed the sky was a midnight blue or indigo color. It is usually a much darker color, such as black or near black. I didn’t see the moon, just a star. But, for the first time, I noticed the nighttime sky as a dark blue shade. There was a star sparkling in the sky. It was a quiet and peaceful night. I ate a snack, changed my clothes, and went on the computer for a while to check on things.
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