Death in the Family 2017



Monday, July 17, 2017, Video

I went to read my phone messages, and I was informed that mother died at 9:30 am at Anaheim Memorial Hospital.  She was 77. I was pacing back and forth until I just ended up stopping by the flatscreen TV to stare at the time, which was 11:11 am.  I worked on my graphic novel, which was meditative, and I finished a page at 5:55 pm.

The 9 of Pentacles card is in reverse, which indicates that you might feel that you haven’t achieved much in your life.

The 2 of Pentacles card depicts the infinity sign, masonic checkered floor, and a jester juggler two things. You might feel like you have been working endlessly on your project. But you feel like a fool because you aren’t being paid for your work.

Queen of Swords card has to do with making a decision and taking action, based on facts, figures and gathered information.

These cards add up to 12, and the number 12 reduces to 3. The number 3 means expression and new beginning. I am not sure what this reading is about, but it is a depressing day for me. My mother died of Lou Gehrigs Disease. She was getting week and tired, and she couldn’t eat much.

Tuesday, July 18, 2017, Video

I woke up at 9 am, and after eating my breakfast, I decided to work on my graphic novel. I plan to stop around 3 pm to get ready for the Woodbridge walking group. No one called today, and I don’t know if they plan to drop off my mother’s shihtzu at my townhouse. She told me that she told them to after she dies. But who knows what my idiot brothers are doing. I glanced at the clock time and noticed it was 11:11 am. I am watching a Hindi movie, Midnight’s Children, on the Independent channel. As I got ready to go to walking group meetup, I noticed the time was 5:55 pm.

The 8 of Swords card depicts a mourning period or negativity. (My mother just died yesterday. She was 77. I was depressed the whole day, although I knew it was coming and I was trying to prepare myself for the worst).

Ace of Chalices card has to do with a gift from God, such as blessing and love. Meditate and connect with God. (I did work on my graphic novel, which is meditative for me).

The 2 of Pentacles card has to do with an ongoing and endless cycle. (I am not sure what that is about. but at 6 pm, i decided to go to a Woodbridge Walking Meetup because I probably needed a change. I got a good 5-mile walking workout, but I really didn’t enjoy my walking that much because I was mostly in a bad mood. I just felt I needed to go on and stay busy).

These 3 cards add up to 11, and the number 11 means service.

Wednesday, July 19, 2017, Video

Today is my mother’s funeral at 2 pm. I don’t want to see anyone. So, I decided to go on another day, by myself, and most likely pray at their gravesite.  But I am not sure what day I will be going on my own.  I stayed home and did nothing but basically meditate. I didn’t feel like doing anything today, and I will probably work on my graphic novel tomorrow morning, and try to draw two or three pages. After eating my early dinner, I glanced at the TV time and noticed it was 4:44 pm.

The World, 21st card, indicates you trust God, and you feel protected. Nothing negative will affect you much.  Listen to your intuition and guidance because it will be correct and truthful.

The Moon, 18th card, is in reverse, which indicates you are fearless and you can handle things better.

The Emperor, 4th card, indicates that you have solidity, structure, and stability.

These 3 cards add up to 43, and the number 43 reduces to 7. The number 7 means mind and creativity. This is very positive, think positive, and move forward.

 




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