What Makes Me Come Alive

Sometimes it is hard for me to be happy. To really be truly genuinely happy. I have been through so much in my life that I guess just feeling positive feelings like that doesn’t always come natural for me. I mean don’t get me wrong I do have my brief moments of times when I…

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Still Dealing

There are so many things that I am still dealing with. So many emotions and pain that I still am forced to face. I hate it. I wish I didn’t have to dwell on all the negative moments. If only it all didn’t have to effect me any longer. I don’t want my painful past…

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I Have A Plan

I have a plan. Well actually I have several. And all these plans and goals are ways that I can help improve my life. To get it all together. They aren’t dreams or some distant far off hope that may possibly never become a reality in my life. All my plans or easily obtainable things…

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My Life Be Like

My life has been far from perfect but that doesn’t mean I haven’t had good times too. I have gone through a great deal but things can still get better. I have been broken, battered, abused and neglected but I am not damaged beyond repair. I can still heal and grow and become a better…

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