This weekend it was so cold and snowy. I spent it over at my guys place but it started snowing late Friday evening and continued to snow throughout the entire weekend. So we mostly just stayed inside. We had a game night and he invited a couple of friends over, Eric and Mike. We played…
Category Archives: Feelings And Emotions
Annoying Apartment Neighbors
So I have the misfortune of living in an apartment. I have been living here for almost 4 years or so now. When I first moved in everything was so peaceful. I live in a second floor apartment. I had an older couple that lived down below me. They were quite and rather nice it…
Worried About My Xcel Bill
Alright so this month I owed $350.42 toward my Xcel bill. That covers both my heating and electricity. I made several payments and ended up paying $151.42 toward that bill in total this month alone. I now currently owe $199 toward my bill. It says that it is pending disconnection. I have paid just about…
Feeling Out Of Sorts Today
I really do not know why but I am just feeling out of sorts today. Like I have almost no energy or motivation to get much done. I could be my fibromyalgia. And or maybe even depression. It is hard to put my finger on what is going on. Perhaps it could even be the…
The Struggle Is Real
Ugh my life has been far from easy. Right now I am proud of some things that I have overcome and what I have accomplished in my life. But still, for me the struggle is real. I have fibromyalgia so it really makes it a strain to work a normal job. I have tried working…
Learning To Heal And To Deal
It feels like all this hypnotherapy has been really helping me. Even though my therapist will be away for a couple more weeks, all the sessions that I have been seem to have been having some sort of positive effect on my life. Almost as if I am learning to heal and to finally deal…
Discovering My Worth
Right now I am currently in my late 20s. I have to admit that I am not all the way there yet, but little bit little I am discovering my worth. I guess it took me this long to finally realize that I am worth something. I mean you can’t blame me entirely. So often…
Up Before The Sun
I am up before the sun and ready to get the day started. I want today to be a positive and productive day. I am ready to conquer the world and I am going to set out to accomplish everything that I put my mind to today. Part of me, maybe a lazy part wants…
Getting Out Of A Lazy Funk
I really don’t know what it is or why it has been happening. But it does seem that no matter what I do I have just been in this sort of lazy funk lately. I don’t know if its from my fibromyalgia, and or depression or maybe I just need to find a way to…
Depression And Some Things That Help Me
I do suffer from Depression and that really can be a struggle more often then not. But there are some things that I have found that help me better deal with life and face my depression. These things make it a little easier so that I am able to deal with life and so depression…
