I really don’t know what it is or why it has been happening. But it does seem that no matter what I do I have just been in this sort of lazy funk lately. I don’t know if its from my fibromyalgia, and or depression or maybe I just need to find a way to motivate myself.
Either way I need to get out of this lazy funk that I seem to have been stuck in. I know I have a great deal of online work that I have to do each day and that can also at times be a tad bit overwhelming. But at the end of the day I do believe I would probably be much happier if I just some how, some way pushed myself as hard as I could to get it all done. I guess I can’t be too hard on myself as long as I am trying.
I suppose that things will be alright as long as I am attempting to work each and every single day. It might not be easy but I am more then sure that I can make it happen. Before some days I was just not working much at all. I was spending a little time earning over on Tsu and rabadaba but some days I wouldn’t even try to write even one single blog post.
Well that is going to change. Aside from maybe taking time off during the weekends to enjoy with my guy, Adrian. I think that I may at least try to blog even if it is once a day. That will be a slight improvement. And to be honest it really isn’t as hard as I make it all out to be. Once I get in the zone it seems to be much easier to focus on my online work.