Keep It To Myself

Well recently I just got my pap smear test results back. Today in fact and the doctor had mentioned that they came back abnormal and that she wants me to go in for further testing to make sure everything is alright. The soonest that I was able to get in was almost a month away…

Read More

Doctors Test Results

Well a couple of weeks ago I went in to see my doctors for a women’s exam. I was well overdue for one. I had a pap smear done and they did a test for some stds as well as gave me a shot. Today my doctor called me with the results from the test…

Read More

Things I need to get done

I have so much that I need to do, to figure out and to focus on. It can be rather overwhelming at times. I need to learn how to drive way more traffic then I currently get to both my blog sites as well as my YouTube channel. I have been searching far and wide…

Read More

My Gratitude List For Today

I have been trying to write gratitude lists more often. I have been able to write at least one gratitude list just about every single day or at least most days. I woke one shortly after I woke up today. And even though I might not end up going to bed here for an hour…

Read More

Worked All Day

Well I ended up working all day today. I have no clue why it always ends up taking me this long to manage to finish my online work. I normally just have to write about 24 blog posts. Yet I tend to write a few here and there and then save the rest for late…

Read More

Feeling Broken

I feel so broken, and damaged. I have been through so much in my life I almost feel like what is the point of trying? What is the point of hoping that things will be any different? It isn’t like somehow magically I am going to just know how to make things better. I am…

Read More

Making Enough And Then Some

  I am so stressed out. Right now I am not even making enough to make ends meet. It feels so depressing and I almost feel like a failure. I wish that I knew what I could do to change that. I have tried being just an employee but I don’t know if I am…

Read More

Ways To Make Money Online

I know several ways to make money online. There is paid blogging site. Many people may have heard about Bubblews. I personally was scammed by them and know many others who have been too. They promise to pay you and then lose your payment. So you are just working hard to make the site owners…

Read More