Things will get better. I know that they will. They have to. One day I am going to make at least enough money to make ends meet all on my own. And I bet you one day I will even be making more. Maybe double or triple or even more then that.
I will get my place together and organized and one day I will even be able to get furniture and home decor and design my home the way that I want to. Things will be nice and clean and in order and peaceful and all the way that I want them to be.
Someday I know that I will find love. I will have a relationship with someone who takes care of and loves me. A person who is good for me and who I love just the same. It might not be happening right now but maybe God is still writing my love story.
Eventually I will have the time to go out and meet some amazing people. Ones that I can look up to and support, that are caring and kind and just brilliant individuals and they will become my friends.
One day I will find happiness and be at peace with my life. I will learn how to let go of the things that have been keeping me down for so long. To heal and overcome my painful past.
In time I will be able to grow and focus on making my spirit better and stronger and even more enlightened. My soul will be connected and at peace. I will feel alive and whole.
I am really looking forward to the day when all of that happens. I am working on all of it bit by bit. Each day I am getting closer to peace, and happiness and security and making everything better. It will be my reality, my future.