Well a couple of weeks ago I went in to see my doctors for a women’s exam. I was well overdue for one. I had a pap smear done and they did a test for some stds as well as gave me a shot. Today my doctor called me with the results from the test.
She said that the results came back but there was some slight abnormalities. I guess that is a very common thing and it could mean nothing at all. But just to make sure everything is alright she wanted me to come in to do a test, I forget the exact name but it is where the doctor examines you with a microscope. That way they make sure there aren’t any kinds of cancerous or abnormal cells on my cervix.
I am very worried about this. I guess there is a special doctor at my doctor’s office that does the test. I wasn’t able to get in to see her until September 21st. I wish she had an earlier appointment but that seemed to be her soonest that she could see me. I am hoping and assuming that it could be nothing.
I guess when I was about 18 or 19 or so they said my pap test was abnormal but I had gone through so much after that and just didn’t really think too much about it or go back in to get checked. I know horrible and maybe even a bit irresponsible.
I am a bit worried like what if I ended up developing cancer and have to have a hysterectomy or something that makes me not able to ever have kids. Or what if I end up having cancer and it ends up being so bad that it takes my life.
I doubt it is anything serious but it is worrisome that it could be.