Sometimes there are times that I feel as if I am just not good enough. I know that I have worth. That I possess talents, skills and strength. I understand that I have meaning and a purpose.
But there are times that I feel I have just fallen so sort of what I could possibly become. I don’t know why. Maybe because I haven’t had as much guidance or support as I would have liked, needed or even should have had. But I can’t just live my life using excuses such as that.
I can always reach out to others for help. I would imagine that there are people willing to guide me, to support me and to teach me the way. I know that there are.
I really think that it is my time to reach out for help. Help with figuring things out, support with overcoming my past. Someone to help me discover better ways of living.
Even if I don’t try to find support in all areas of my life I still think that even just learning to find a little bit of help might be a good start for me. It could make the world of a difference in my life and if nothing else I would imagine it couldn’t hurt to give it a go.
I don’t want to be lost and aimless any longer. I am done living my life like that. I need to grow, to heal and to become a far better person then I am today.
I don’t want to hold myself back any longer and just searching and hoping for the answers might not be enough for me now.
Things will get better. I will get better but I think I need some kind of help and support to really make that happen in my life.