Well today could have been worse but at the same time I really wish that I was able to accomplish so much more then I did. I mean I do admit that I am some what of an overachiever at times and even when I get a great deal done some how some way that just isn’t quite enough in my eyes.
But I suppose wanting more in your life isn’t such a bad thing. I am still trying to figure it all out. I am adapting and still some what learning how to depend on business, and online income to make a majority of my income. Then I am still dealing with depression and fibromyalgia.
I fight both of them and most days I am winning but it is a learning process. I can’t expect a magic sudden miracle over night. It takes time to learn, to adapt, to make it a habit. So at least I am trying and not giving in or giving up. Even if I am not doing as much as I set out to do at least I am doing something.
I have so many emotions just tumbling around inside. I want to say I feel some what lost but the truth is I know what to do, something inside me is guiding me. Maybe its intuition or wisdom or who knows. But I know that everything is going to be alright.
While it is true I didn’t manage to get as much as I would have liked done today. I was able to earn my maximum number of points on blogjob. I applied to several affiliate marketing programs through this one network that I joined today. I was almost instantly approved for a few of them. So that means that I have the chance of increasing my income even just a little bit. Today is what it is but tomorrow is a new day.
