I quite my lousy job a couple of weeks ago. I just couldn’t take it anymore. It was below me and too stressful. So now I have been working from home and sometimes babysitting to make ends meet. I have a lot more time to focus on just getting my life back on track.
I really can’t believe how depressed, stressed I was. I was having to neglect so many parts of my life. So lately I have been trying to get my life in order. I have been shooting a lot more YouTube videos. I try to shoot at least a few to 10 or so most days. I really want to get better at making videos as fast as I can. I only end up publishing between one and a few each day on my channel.
But I save the other videos to post at a later time. Since I film videos most days I like to look fairly nice and presentable in my videos. So I have been getting in the habit of doing my hair makeup and getting ready most mornings or shortly after waking up. Something I am assuming most people typically do. Though due to stress and work and depression sometimes I just didn’t have time to do that so it wasn’t a daily routine.
There were days I wouldn’t get ready till the evening. So that is something I am happy for. Sometimes I clean and do other things before getting ready in the morning so I’m not done till sometime in the afternoon. But things are starting to get better every day. I am able to work on getting my sleep schedule in order. I would like to get in the habit of going to sleep early maybe around 9 or 10 or so at night and then waking up early in the morning.