I really want to get some things like this microdermabrasion and laser hair removal device to help improve my life. I want things to get better. I wish that I could afford to get them both next month.
I wish that I could just be determined to make it happen and go and do it but it really isn’t easy. If I worked extra long hours then maybe just maybe I could but I will be lucky if I can pay my bills next month alone.
I am going to put my all in to it and work my hardest so hopefully I can end the month with something positive. At least if nothing else my Mom ordered me the mic that I wanted to get that should really help improve my ASMR YouTube channel a great deal.
It will help the sound quality get much better and that should appeal to many more people then it currently does. I can’t wait to see what happens once I get and start using the mic. I really want to avoid making any more videos until I start losing some more weight. I weigh about 164 pounds and that is just a bit too much for me.
But I have a few videos that I recorded. Once the views on my most recent one starts dying down much more I will post another saved video. I should have enough to end up lasting me maybe another month or so. Hopefully by then I will have lost at least 4 pounds or so. That way I can at least look and feel a little better.
Any sort of improvement will help me out a great deal. All though once I get my mic within a week from now I might end up doing an unboxing video right away. I guess it isn’t the end of the world if I do make more videos at this weight.