Miscarriage

I  was about 8 weeks pregnant and I had a missed miscarriage. What a missed miscarriage is when the baby dies but your body doesn’t know it yet and it continues to carry the baby sometime after. The baby must have stopped growing somewhere around 5 or 6 weeks or so. Judging by the way it looks. Just this week I finally had the miscarriage. I had really bad cramps and bleed a lot. At first I was spotting but the other day I started bleeding really bad and then I woke up the next day and noticed that I had not only bled a lot but has passed the baby. I feel so heartbroken that I lost my baby. I wish my boyfriend was more supportive about it. I haven’t even had the chance to see him since it happened. He has been so busy with work and going to concerts with his clients plus he lives about 30 minutes away from me. So I haven’t had the opportunity to see him yet. I could really use someone to comfort me at least a hug would be nice. I feel so bad and I don’t know what to do with the remains of the baby. I would feel guilty just flushing it down the toilet or throwing it away. Both my boyfriend and I live in apartments so its not like we have a yard or something to bury the baby in. My Mom has her house in California and I live in Colorado so I can’t easily go there and burry it. I wish we could burry it in my boyfriends  parents yard but I don’t know if he would be ok with that. They might wonder why we are burying something. They didn’t know we were expecting a baby. And I would hate for them to find it one day if they garden or anything. But I just don’t know what to do with it.

4 thoughts on “Miscarriage

  1. I’m sorry for your loss. Sometimes, there’s a reason why even though it’s heartbreaking. I’ve never suffer miscarriage but I can imagine a lot of crying that’s involved because you became so emotional involved with it before it get into your arms. Sooner or later, you’ll have a baby to call your own and be able to interact with it on a face to face level.

  2. This is so terrible. I wish people did not have to go through this. It makes me hurt to hear when something like this happens.

  3. I’m so sorry to hear this.

  4. I am dealing and healing. I haven’t cried too much but I will be ok. I doubt that I will have a baby anytime soon. This one was unplanned but maybe one day. I’m sure I will.

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