“Systems are made to create order, so we actually can avoid a mess”.

Our manager in chief walks in, this is where I can like the rest, show impression or just keep doing our thing we can and were hired to. I get this scene from when the general in Man of Steel walks in and asks about the unknown’s arrival. The big screen is showing us the rocket standing by, waiting for orders from the computer, alongside the weather around in few miles apart from the rocket. To view it as a backside camera or facing towards the front panel then, weather forecast is on the right, the rocket is on the left and in the middle, there is a tiny bigger screen than the two others.

Right now I don’t know where the communication comes from, whether it is inside me or the room, I have this confusion I have impressed myself with for some reason, stressful event. But I know it is not going to last forever, it is only until launch and a bit after. I wonder if it is natural to get these emotions. Flying around my own head for a minute or two which I already know I have to be on guard if any communication comes through, anyway we are four people on my shift with two working side by side, otherwise it would be boring as hell.

So I take this small wandering inside, to take a look what is going on in the mind, I am impressing myself to this liftoff.Then putting up the questions, why did I say yes to this, and why did I choose to sit here, well the answers are there, but I should wake up and get back to work because it is here in this room I will be needed, that’s self-realization to say that. To make the greatest impression that should be in me and not others, because they will see eventually.