I am at this point where I am wanting to get out of my depressive state of mind, so I sit here with this beginning war inside my head as I want to eliminate. The riddle of, what should I do, what can I do and very importantly, what should I do. Through this beginning of this seminar am beginning to think of that drawing of those two circles and their meaning, this might become a new purpose to me. The introduction of the picture begins its acceptance by most people.

I tell my mind to get into the emotional stage as it is its purpose to go into my subconscious mind as it is passing through because of this repetitive information. The mind is roaring around the table and takes a trip through the room as I get tons of signals, then doing the pass out. I am really impressing the mind now, I am somewhere else than the room, I can’t figure it out just yet, but I am in this twilight zone kind of thing where my mind takes this trip, I would call it a very quick mental sleep. Well going into the other passage where I am trying to wake myself up from this state I don’t know of.

Coming out from my sort of coma or quick sleep, I am going further with the discovering of the purpose I have yet to discover. This puts me in a question that I want to seek an answer for and why this state of mind that suddenly burst out, it is this kind of camera looking from the top of me, going round in circles with just me in the focus. The mentality-change and change in view of confusion that I see myself listening to, but I know that in all chaos there is an order.