That Life Is Canceled

” Life is like a box of chocolates, Smash each piece so you don`t` get that nasty creme flavor!”

Yes I do 🙂 and people hate me for doing that, but you ever eat a piece of chocolate and it has nuts and it yummy, then you bite into that nasty creme flavored one and it just ruined the first piece chocolate indulgence? I say “Smash`em.”

I can imagine that everyone is as sick of hearing about sickness as I am. I try to live positive and not focus on every ache and pain. I know if I work all day I am gonna hurt thats normal life and that is what I am going back to, today is the beginning of going back.

Now for the NOT sick article.

I am not totally against doctors, I know God put them on earth to help us, its the doctors that only look at the money and not caring about the person that I have no use for, Sad to say, most are no longer caring, give a pill and get rid of you and holler “Next!”

Tony had his six month check up yesterday with the heart doctor, he has stents and they did save his life. Seeing that he still has part of that cold/flu mess the doctor wants a stress test but he will put it off till summer. Since I am his caretaker I am also asked questions by the doctor and I like that because I can tell him what is or not happening, the doctor asks my overall opinion and I give it. Good doctoring, this surgery was done two years ago and he has had no complications.

I was supposed to have a stress test but I put it off for another week, it was today, I don`t feel sick and I have never had any heart problems but to flatter the doctor I agreed to one last test, after all he said ” you`re not sick!”. I just need to chill at home today and not worry with all this doctor mess. No matter how cold it is outside, I will get back to walking today, my dogs have missed me and the walks. I have missed my “me” time with God while I walk.

I am getting better since that horrible shot in my spine, that was one of those live and learn experiences, that one I will not try twice, Although my controlled diabetes is still out of control and extremely high from that shot, I will not focus on that and move on, diabetes is something that each person has to control, with exercise and diet.

Maybe I should do a check in with the new year resolutions, Get me back to what I want in life. What do you think? I am headed in the right direction in my own opinion.

By Andria Perry
Photo By Andria Perry