For those who know me, you know I don`t care what people think of me or their thoughts on how I live my life. I have never been one to try and impress people, either people like me or they don`t.
Some people call it being cocky and over confident but I see myself as confident enough and just being real. I do have my insecurities just like the next person, I just deal with them privately.
I learned when I was not even considered an adult that I had to be my own boss. Not that I can`t follow instructions, I have worked many, many jobs for others and I learned from those experiences, but I don`t see having that middle man. I had a middle lady for a couple of years and that was a disaster.
Owning your own business is not all fun and games, but you do have to play the game to stay alive and the fun is if you enjoy what you do. Making plans for fun can be canceled in the blink of an eye. Many days I eat my meals driving in the car or at the computer.
This week has been wide open full throttle working, whether it be working home online or out in the world.
I often think about selling everything and starting over, just for new fresh people to be in my life. I did that once twenty nine years ago and guess what? The people I left behind has found me, has rented property from me. I reckon all of that was meant to be.
To make this disappearing act work I think I would have to move out of state and not near a tourist town, rebuild what I sold with that money.
I reckon from this, you can tell I am tired but I still have much work to do. I am sure that one answer I get today will not be positive and the other will be a chase down and I really hate those.
Maybe I don`t understand people nowadays since I am responsible and they are not showing they are.
Sometimes I get the impression that when people think that others are rich, they are the people who have things given to them more. Although they work they are not feeling the deep satisfaction of an accomplishment, like working to pay for a roof over their head. I always had a wonderful feeling each time I paid rent or a house payment.
Now I go to work, put in my eight to ten hours.
By Andria Perry
Photo by Andria Perry